Think twice before you eat.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

I have learnt sooo much things here from the very first day I landed in Canberra... There is sooo much things that I have learnt and am learning that it will literally take hours writing them out... But I found out my true personality, my true colours, my true emotions here in Canberra.. Never seen or felt feelings were seen and felt... I am still shocked by them and now knowing myself even better.. I will come back to Singapore as a refined man.. I believe that this trip is a worthful one as I get to know myself better... Nevertheless, the mental torture and torments gives me uncountless sleepless nights till today.. But they are all seems to be the punishments for me.. I understand what is LIFE now.. I may sound like a retard talking about this and all...but only I know what I am going through now.. Cos, I am alone here..with no loved ones beside me.. Its only me and me..

There are things that I realized and thought about in Canberra when I ponder alone in my room..Everyone in the world has dreams, desire, emotions, feelings and guilt.. but love is the only ones that breaks the barrier between the sexes... getting upset, disappointed, sad, jealous, are all normal and unstoppable, cos you want the best for your partner and want your partner to be only yours...this is a mutual feeling everyones has..but love empowers it with trust..if our trust is build firmly with the best foundation..we will never fall even by the hardest blow..but trust doest work alone.. its works with us and our conscious which tells us the right from wrong.. I hope we can tear down the barrier completely and share with one another all the stuffs cos I would like to be yours forever.. :)))

Sathish :D

Chris Brown - With You

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OqumjziPTzk

http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/chrisbrown/withyou.html

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