Ho Ho, I'm finally blogging again. Haha. Quite tired of blogging recently because there isn't much things to blog about anyway. =.= But now I have things to blog about already! :)

Today I finally took the Circle line for the first time! HAHA! People reading please don't laugh. Haha. It's damn nice! I love the long escalator! Next photo shoot place with him can be there. Lol. But then it's a long walk from NEL to CCL la. So many escalators. Zzz. >.< But anyway, I went to Bishan Library to borrow a book on West Africa to get information about Nigeria. CCS! Tsktsk! *roll eyes*

Dear did not go to school today due to high fever, 38.8 deg! =X I must admit I can't stop thinking and stop worrying about you. And I really really really wish to go see how you are doing, but you just don't let me go. :( Hope tmr I can go see you. Hope you get well soon dear! TAKECARE! :)

Another thing on the list would be Dear is confirmed going Australia for his OITP. He will be away for 6 LONG WEEKS! Can I enjoy this 6 weeks without you?! Will I not miss you so much for this 6 weeks?! I'm starting to have doubts in myself. But then I got to try my best. =X That will be the worst of the worst. To try to do something which you don't wish to try. Oh man, but for the sake of you, I will really try my best. :)

Last on the list, MILO Competition on Facebook! People, if you happen to read upon this, faster log on to facebook > Become a fan of MILO > Click on the photos > Look for the photo as shown below > AND click LIKE! Thank you very much! :D

Labels: Updates:)

Haix. I'm sorry if my reply was cold. I really couldn't nag at you much anymore. Haix. I wanna takecare of you. I don't want you to be sick, be injured or whatever. I just want you to be happy, healthy, free from injuries just like what you want for me. I hate worrying. Not because I don't want to be worried about you but because I don't like the feeling of worrying. It won't make me happy. It will only make me sad and upset.

I'm upset that you are upset today.
I'm upset that you can't eat well today.
I'm upset that you had injured your hamstring now.
I'm upset that you will be going overseas for itp for 6 weeks.
I'm upset that you still can't sleep well and have to train today.
I'm upset with mummy cause she doesn't trust me that I'm doing project in school.
I'm upset that with myself for being so tired lately and having slight headache now.

And I'm feeling very stressed up with work and assignments!
There are just so many things to be done so I had decided that I'm no longer going to go training.
I seriously need time for my studies and school now.
I'm just very bothered by many things recently. Haix.
Too much feelings and emotions to be put in words. I can't describe any.
Perplexed.

I need you now.
But I don't wanna bother you.
You are bothered by the overseas itp now.

I really wish you will go but really wish you not to go at the same time. But that bit more of me will wish you to go. It will be a good exposure and experience for you.
I'm sure you will have fun there. Though the days gonna be dreadful for us, but if we can pull through those days, we can say that our love is strong.
How will the days without you be like??
I'm scared to think of it.
I don't dare to think of it.
I don't wish to think of it too.

Labels: emotional

Whoohoo.. Today is a special day so I shall blog about it. Hehe.

06.07.09 is our 1 month anniversary.

This day is damn great man! Even though we can't spend time out together, but still it's a lovely day for us! It doesn't matter if we will go out for a nice dinner or a celebration. It's still the thought that counts and the little things that happen on this special day.

In the morning, dear met me at 8am at mrt station and sent me to school even though his lesson starts later. We were on msn chatting during my lesson and he said sorry for not buying anything for me during this day, but then I told him it's totally alright, it's still the thought that counts. Sending me to school in the morning is already so thoughtful and sweet of him. Besides that, I also didn't prepare anything for him so I shouldn't expect anything from him.

After that, dear sms me and say I got to meet him at 12 to get back my school bag because his saw his practical timetable today and will end late, only at 6pm and my training starts at 6pm. Besides that, he wants to borrow my mouse from me. So I went to meet him outside his class at 12.

I passed him my mouse and he passed me my shoe bag. My shoe bag was EXTREMELY LIGHT and I asked him where's my shoes and he just ran off and went into his class! He left me there shouting for my shoes back. Hahaha. Damn retarded la. LOL. Then I realised his weird smile on his face. Something is fishy. Hahaha. So somehow my hands uncontrollably opened up the school bag.

I was shocked totally when I saw what lies inside my shoe bag and I couldn't stop smiling at it! HAHA!

There lies a stalk of RED ROSE with his laminate Flyer Ticket and some words on it! (^_^)
Soooo sweeeet~~ I can't help but melted upon seeing those. Hahaha.
Besides a red rose and the laminate flyer ticket, he printed out his lab breath result for me and had some words written on it. :) I can't seem to upload the pictures now, I don't know why. So I shall upload them tmr then :)

Labels: 06/07 1mth anniversary

I've got this shitty feeling now that's why I'm blogging now. Haix. Tmr is our 1 month together but right now we ain't happy. Sigh. I hope this can be over real soon. I hate this feeling I'm having now and esp NOW.

I left dear alone at Great World City after my parents came to fetch me. I feeling extremely bad for that already. And I couldn't text him immediately because of my parents. So I only text him after my dinner. And something was wrong when he replied. So he called later. He said he couldn't take bus because of low cash in his ez link card. And he got no cash with him to take a cab to orchard. So he can only walk, but IT'S RAINING. So by time he called me, he had already reached town but was totally drenched. Haix. My silly dear really love his camera alot. He used his jacket to cover his camera bag instead of himself. I obviously was unhappy when I heard that. And I'M REALLY SORRY ABOUT THAT NOW. I should know that he loves his camera alot so shouldn't blame him. Haix. I was just too worried just now. :( I'm sorry. I was abit harsh to him in my sms. I kind of blame him for spending too much on me and therefore he was out of cash today. I'm sorry again. I promise I won't argue with the money issue anymore but we need to talk about that again.

All I can say now is I'm sorry and I love you. And I'm worried. I hope you won't fall sick. Tmr is our 1 month and we can't spend much time together. I've got training and his lesson only ending at 5pm. Think we can only meet after my training. :( Haix. I'm not gonna blog anymore. Byes!

Labels: Worried and Sorry

Hello! Finally I'm blogging again after like 2 weeks? Haha. Lena has been bugging me about me not updating my blog. lol. But got nth much to upload ah. The photos I took with Jess last thurs when we went to Da Vinci Exhibition was still with Jess, so no photos to upload. :(

But now I got things to blog about! Finally after 6 days, we met on MONDAY for breakfast! (^_^) Met at outram park at 7.40am, but as usual I'm late. Hahaha. Nth much to blog about monday, so that's should be it.

Yesterday was an eventful day for me sia! I'm having runs for the whole of yesterday! =X In total, I had went to the toilet for 6 times! ALAMAK! My asshole pain like hell la! But tummy also very pain; sharp pain. Then dear was very very worried sia. Haha. That's him, small little things also so worried. Haha. :P Don't worry k? I'M FINE! (^-^) Then had slight headache so went to bed after that.

And this morning was something else.. HEADACHE! =X Gosh, that one can go die. Not only headache, got a bit of sore throat also. After lesson at 12pm, went JP with dear for lunch. Studied first before having lunch at Mos Burger. Had brought my training stuff already but halfway eating, the tummy pain came back! ARGH! And so I went to the loo the 7th time! =X So until now still feeling uncomfortable. Haix. So in the end I texted coach and told him I'm not going training. Wasn't feeling well also, with the sore throat and cough. Had medicine already and resting now and gonna start on my CCS tutorial again.

Funny thing when on our way home! WE SAW HIS MUM!! WHOOHOO!! HAHAHAS! He's so scared la! LOL! :P When we reached NEL Outram Park, his mum texted him,telling him she's gonna go take train soon at Little India. He scared already sia. Hahaha. Cause he told his mum he is studying in school. lol. So we just board the train towards Punggol and will keep a lookout at Little India.
When reached, from our cabin we looked out and THERE IT WAS HIS MUM AND AUNT BOARDING THE TRAIN towards harbourfront. HAHAHAHA! He hid! LOL! What a coincidence man! But too bad his mum's back was facing us and didn't see me. HAHA! :P

Now I'm going off to complete my tutorial! Ciao! :)