Darling, nothing is predestined in life.. The obstacles of our past can become the gateways that lead to new beginnings...with beautiful memories installed.. The most beautiful things in the world are not seen nor touched... They are felt with the heart. I feel it everyday when I think of you darling. Cos you are living in my heart safely and securely..My heart is always open for you dear...I am there for you, always... Do takecare lots, be happy, stay healthy and safe.. cos that is solely what makes me happy here... :D Words are just too simple...love cannot construct them into sentences to express the true feeling which is felt from the bottom of my heart.. But I know, you know how I feel, cos you are feeling it too... :)

♥ Sathish ♥ :D (quite gay ah the hearts beside my name..hehehe..)

Had a wonderful time chatting with you in yesterday's webcam session :P Haha.. Cocoa Puffs!! I am starting to succeed on my experiments and doing good.. Its going smoothly now..Dear, continue to be as cheerful and happy as yesterday, the days will fly and I will fly to you soon.. Keep taking good care of yourself okay darling? I am fine here with you in my heart.. :) Takecare lots baby! I love you...very much...

♥ Missing ♥ You ♥ ♥ Missing ♥ You ♥ ♥ Missing ♥ You ♥ ♥ Missing ♥ You ♥

Today, I wasn't myself at all! I keep thinking of you the whole day in the lab.. I couldn't concentrate on my research...I failed my experiment by my carelessness today :( Sad but the feeling of missing you just overpowers it.. I am really awaiting for 17 October to come, then only, my heart will beat normally to realize that you are now safe with me..till then, I will be here hoping the best for you every second..The feeling of Missing You is just...feeeling beyond description.. I just want you to be happy, safe and healthy! Only these three things dear...Promise me you will takecare and be happy, safe and healthy, and I will be happy here too dear.. Only then I will be realived and much relaxed.. I am worrying about you every day, cannot stop worrying about you...Cos you are engraved deeply to my heart and its like a tattoo..:)) Simply love you soo much..Hang in there baby! I am coming soon to give you my security hug to you!!! TAKECARE LOTS, JUST AS MUCH YOU LOVE ME!! ALWAYS RMB THAT plus IF U TAKECARE, I WILL BE HAPPY, RELIEVED, THEN I TOO CAN TAKECARE OF MYSELF!!! Alright dear? Lets have great deal of FUN when I return!!!

Everytime I see you,
my ♥ beats faster,
rushing for you.

Everytime I hear you,
my ♥ will smile,
cause it's your voice that I heard.

Everytime I look into your eyes,
my ♥ tells me I'm there,
being loved by you safely.

Everytime I hug you,
my ♥ is close to your ♥,
and they will interlock.

Everytime I kiss you,
my ♥ will skip a beat,
skipping happily inside.

Everytime I cry for you,
my ♥ cries with a smile,
cause it's you who I'm crying for.

Everytime I smile for you,
my ♥ smiles twice as much,
smiling from side to side.

Everytime I listen to you,
my ♥ is pumping with happiness,
cause I'm making you happy.

Everytime I say I miss you,
my ♥ is missing you every single beat,
and it will always be missing you.

Everytime I say I love you,
my ♥ will be jumping with joy,
cause it's that 1 meaning, 8 letter, 3 words that I'm saying.

Dear, all these above also isn't sweet talkings.. They are what I'm feeling when each "Everytime" happens. =D Dear, you are also just so special to me. Just that maybe I don't know how to express it out to you, but in my heart you are. Many things are beyond words for me to describe to you but time will show everything; how much you mean to me and how important you are to me now. :)

I LOVE YOU♥♥♥

Labels: Everytime♥

Dear.. I had thought through alot of things this few days. I came to realised that, what had happened and what else is going to happen within this 6 weeks are all planned and predestinated to happen. All this happenings are tests for us, to test our love and see how well we will handle them and solve them. And I must say you handled and solved them well but we need time to cool it off thats all. After the cooling period, we will become stronger with our love strengthened. As we get stronger, the tests gets more difficult but thats when we make mistakes again and we learn from it and it's something new again. And dear, thanks for pointing out my mistake to me, cause I had made this VERY BIG mistake unknowingly. :(

Every mistake made is a learning process. Every forgiveness given is a lesson to remember. So we have to learn from our mistake and remember the lesson learnt. To forgive can be easy but to forget will always be harder. You forgave me but hard for me to forget. Nevertheless, I will try my best. Life is precious. Life is short. Enjoy life to the fullest before we lose them. So we should try to forgive easily and forget faster. (Prior to what happened)

Often I miss you,
Always I'll care for you,
Never will I leave you.

Once I'm with you,
Often I'll smile for you,
Always I'll be protected by you,
Never will I be unhappy or unsafe.

Once I see you,
Often my heart will pump faster,
Always it will be open up for you,
Never will I open it for anyone else.



Love is an act of endless forgiveness

Labels: Day 24 without you

Darling, you are just so special to me..Everything tiny things you do, warms me up...Every inch you move, enlightens me... Every word you speak, soothes me...Every thought u think, is always for my own good...You are the lady behind my success, my happiness and all.. Our Love is True..

My ♥ is specially made for you cause I was destined to meet you...
My ♥ is made to contain and secure you happily ever after...
My ♥ is building for you, so that we can last forever...
My ♥ is beating by you, cause you are my oxygen...
My ♥ is craving for you, cause I am missing you badly..
My ♥ is healing for you, cause you wanted it to heal..
My ♥ is a follower, where its leader is you and only you..
My ♥ is meant to be ill treated, but not yours..
My ♥ is strong, cause our love is true...
My ♥ is there for you, only for you cause its only made for you...

You may think these words are flattering and just sweet talks...but darling, I swear it right from my heart...I wrote them myself... You are sleeping right now...its 1.18am..I will be sleeping soon..But dear...Pls remember those things mentioned above, its all truly from my heart.. where you belong darling...

Labels: My Heart is Made for You

Numb :(

Dear, dun you worry and trust me in this okay... I will help you pull your GPA to as you wanted..Just trust me dear..dun worry..I am there for you always! We will study harder in a smart way...Its called Smart Studying..Trust me, you will see a difference in your results.. Dun worry about anything, look forward to the next semester where you will be studying smartly and scoring well! I will help you and teach you in any aspects I can..I am by your side... Soooo baby, dun worry okay...just trust me and you will see your results.. I know you know what I mean..I will go any miles to make you feel happy..So never ever worry okay.. Love you sooo much, I want you to await for 17th October 2009 and look forward to studying harder... So dear, dun worry okay..GO OUT AND HAVE FUN!! I WANT TO SEE YOU SMILE AND BE HAPPY!!! I am alright here dear, really really really! Hahaha.. I simply miss your presence badly, but I know that you are just there for you!

Sathish :D

Dear, I am sooo scared and worried now! My results! :( I scared I will forward Pathology! :((( I cannot concentrate in Lab just now.. Damn scared now! I am praying to pass! By the way, how are you doing baby? I hope you are coping well with ya work and doing well..u can do it one dear..cos ur my Baby Love! :))) I am always there for you my sweetheart..takecare of yourself, eat FRUITS, PROPER MEALS, pls dun skip meals..dear, only if u are healthy, then i can be healthy..vice versa right, so u must takecare, and i will takecare so we both wont get worried and be HAPPY EVER AFTER..hehee.. fairytale story! :) you are my princess what..hehe.. Hey, i will call u tonight..I will be staying up to see my results :((( I am sooooooooo scred la... :( Hope i can pass.. All the best for your results too baby! Takecare LOTS!!

(Jai Ho) You are the reason that I breathe
(Jai Ho) You are the reason that I still believe
(Jai Ho) You are my destiny (my destiny)

No there is nothing that can stop us,
Nothing can ever come between us,
So come and dance with me,
Jai Ho! (oohh)

Catch me, catch me, catch me, c'mon, catch me,
I want you now,
I know you can save me, you can save me,
I need you now.

I am yours forever, yes, forever,
I will follow,
Anywhere in anyway,
Never gonna let go.

Dear, this is for you.. Hehe. I'm really bored so was browsing through songs lyrics.. And didn't know Jai Ho's lyrics was like this.. So meaningful.. Just what I'm feeling.. :D
I LOVE YOU. :D

Labels: Jai Ho

Sweet Dreams
Every night I rush to my bed
With hopes that maybe I'll get a chance to see you
When I close my eyes
I'm goin outta my head
Lost in a fairytale
Can you hold my hands and be my guide

Clouds filled with stars cover your skies
And I hope it rains
You're the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream am is this

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet deam or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your loves too good to be true (But it's true! I know)
My guilty pleasure I ain't goin no where
Baby long as you're here
I'll be floating on air cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you

Tattoo your name across my heart
So it will remain
Not even death can make us part
What kind of dream is this!

Labels: Sweet dreams to you every single night

Baby are you down down down down down?

So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down.


I never thought I'd... be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
And you came in... and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I already won first place

I never thought I'd... fall for you as hard as I did
You got me thinking about our life our house and kids
Every morning I look at you and smile
Cause boy you came around and knocked me down... knocked me down

Dear, this is just for you.. :)

Labels: Don't be down baby

Yo Darling!!! YAY! I'm soo glad that you are recovered! But still do takecare of yourself as much as you love me. Please k..eat fruits everyday!! Eat fruits like guava, apple, mangosteen.. Plus plus, buy Peel fresh Fruit juice, then just drink one glass everyday before you sleep okay? Dun you worry k, I will takecare of myself as much I love you too k..But you eat well! SO happy you told me that you are eating oats for breakfast! Everyday eat oats for breakfast k!! Now only I'm feeling soooo much relieved and much happier! Continue to eat more fruits, proper meal (carbo, fats, protein) and good breakfast like oats!! GOOD GIRL!! ^^ :D :))) :P >.< =) =D Takecare more okay? Update me on your meals everyday okay baby in msn? I love you dear! Do not do much housework and take more rest okay..Never negelect your health as I'm living in you dear! :D Takecare, Love ya! :)))

YAY, Dear! I HAD RECOVERED! Now you don't have to worry anymore!! Wee Wee!! Yay yay!! ^_^ So from today onwards, you must eat well and sleep well daily. Besides that, you can only think of me and miss me but cannot be worry about me anymore ah. I will take really good care of myself and will try my very best not to fall sick again. I'm so sorry to make you so worried for the past few days. I'M SO SORRY DEAR!!

Dear, it has been 14 days since you have been gone. The few first days I didn't miss you that much and I thought I was coping well and wasn't what I expected. But then the subsequent days, I miss you more and more each day until now I don't know how to cope with missing you. Dear, you don't worry. I will await you for another month. I will never leave you cause I can't bear to do it. Dear, you are doing great in Australia now! I'm so proud of you now! First few days you wasn't coping well but now you are! :D So don't worry dear, everything will be fine as long as we see each other on web cam as much as we can and smile as well as we can! :D

Alright dear, I got alot more to say but I can't seem to organise my thoughts now. And I promise you I got to sleep by 10. So I have to get to bed now. Goodnight and hope you are sleeping well now. BYES! :)

Labels: 6 weeks-2 weeks=4 weeks

Dear!! I THINK YOU ARE RECOVERING AND I AM SOOOO GLAD!!! Hope the pain reduces, fades away and go away forever!! I Miss You So Much Dear!!!!! ;( Dear, i must say that you are a very sweet girl.. I know of many girls who dump their boyfriends beacuse they left them bored... Even though its only 14 days since I left, I can sense our love is getting stronger and never even decreased a bit... I am very proud to have you as my girlfriend dear.. Dear, you will be alright real soon..dun think abouit your pain.. :) Take good rest okay baby? Muacks!

Dear, how are you? I really hope you are feeling much better and the medicines are taking its effect. You need plenty of rest and to drink plenty of water. Eat more fiber such as guava. Buy the Peel Fresh Guava juice and drink it every night before you sleep. Dear, if only I'm there with you, I will be beside you taking care of you...

Darling, we are like birds...but each with only one wing, we can only fly by embracing one another..so dun worry about me and get well soon cos I need to fly!!! Hahaha :P Darling, I have been thinking of you day and night..and I did three things today; miss you, miss you, and miss you. Darling when you miss me, you dun have to travel far, you just have to look inside your heart because that's where you will find me :D I am craving for something soo badly now!!
I AM CRAVING FOR YOU DARLING!!!

I like this quote : "Absence sharpens love, presence strengthens it."
This quote suits us perfectly :)))

Warning: Happiness may be hazardous to your illness.
SoOoOooo, BE HAPPY AND GET WELL SOOOOONNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Sathish :D

Day 12 and I am missing you liek crazy! I AM SOOOO WORRIED FOR THUMBELENA! I really really hope you will be alright and have no more pain. I am praying every single night for you before I sleep. I wish I am there in Singapore and I myself can take you to the doctor myself. I want you u take really good rest and dun do any housework for the time being till you recover completely! DEAR!!! I AM SOOOO WORRIED :(((((((( HOPE YOUR NEW MEDICINES WILL WORK NOW AND YOU WILL RECOVER SOON!! Drink more water and follow doctor's advice! Dear i know its uncomfortable for you to chat with my mummy, but remember that she is also there for you.. you can always talk to her.. I really want you to get better in no time! Muacks baby!! Dun worry, dun think about thumbelena, she will give you peace soon..think of me, dun think of the pain okay? :)

Labels: I love you♥

Dear, I'm very tired now. Just now I was really happy but I don't know if that's the real me cause now, I don't feel an inch of happiness in me. I'm missing you alot alot every night. Whenever it's night time, I will miss you especially much and I will try to go to bed asap to cope with this feeling. Haix. Tmr is Saturday and I had no plans. But I also don't want go out cause it's a Saturday. A Saturday without you is not a Saturday anymore. Haix. I'm gonna hide at home till afternoon and will go your house to get the card from Mummy. But actually I don't even feel like going because I'm going to your house, to simei and alone. Haix. I'm sure going to miss you even more. :( But I wanna talk to you more and soon, so decided to just go ahead to go your house. :(

Dear, I also feel like talking to you the whole day. But now we can't even talk for an hour. I also got so many things to talk to you. Everyday I will have so many things to tell you but I cant only cut short or even don't say. Haix. The feeling is just so terrible. The feeling without you feels so empty. Sometimes I'm wondering, the happy me is it the real me. I really don't know if I'm really happy when I'm happy.

Dear, work is tiring me out so much. No one day I reach home feeling great or feeling still energetic. I can't even go running. My plans are failing. Wanted to run tmr but I can't tie my hair cause I just reborn my hair. Sigh. Dear, you are being deeply missed by me so much.
Dear, know something? I always sms you when I closed sales and sounded very happy. But deep in my heart when I closed sales, I don't feel as happy. Even the 1st sales. I just feel a bit more motivated but not as happy as I sound in sms. Sending that sms to you I'm very happy that moment but not before it or after it. :(

I also wish to be yours eternally! You are the man in my life! :) I just simply find you so special and unique. Beside you being such a nice Indian boy, the way you treat mummy, how much you miss mummy, you have many many more nice things about you that you just can't see. But I saw all of them which touches me whenever I see you. You are indescribable and you are like the prince in my fairytale. I always cannot believe such things are happening to me and can't help it but feel so damn fortunate! :D
Dear, my thoughts and feelings will never be able to be written in words and even if it's able to be written down in words, it will be never-ending. So I better stop here, so dear please please please takecare! I love you and love you more if you are Happy, Healthy and Having fun there!

Labels: Day 7 - 11.09.09

I feel like talking to you all day long, but our bills will burst! Even though I cant talk to you as much, the love I have for you will never decrease even by an inch, but it will increase even more and more and MORE!!! i just wanna say that missing you and mummy is the worst feeling I had in my entire life so far! It just drives me crazy and mad! You both are just like my pair of eyes! I need you both! Darling, this attachment has taught me alot of lessons and shown myself my own true colours I had never seen before. I now appreciate mummy's hardwork, perserverance, determination and the trust and love she has for me. Now you dear, you are just special to me, lighting up my life every single time you speak, blooming my heart everytime you look at me..you are indeed a lady of my life! I wish I can be yours eternally!

Hey darling, ur post really soothes me...I just love hearing you say, you had fun and you will takecare of yourself.. I really want you to be as happy as always. 17 October will come very soon! 36 more days only! Its going down and down.. 944 more hours for me to see you..Time will fly baby and I can see my sweet little princess!! So duncha worry about me and do eat well! You are doing great in your work..That's the way baby!!! Make more sales and make me proud, YEA!! I want the best for you and wish to do the best that I can! Even though we are far apart in distance, our love pulls us closer.. I really wish I can spend my time with you now, but we got to do what we have first in priority.. But nevertheless, you are just resting comfortable in my warm heart, protecting you and nourishing you every second.

Hello Dear! I had just uploaded the photos of me with my new reborned hair onto facebook! Take a peep from there before you can see the real me on 17 Oct! I can't wait for that day man!
Anyway, I just took those pictures with my cousin and sister! Haha! Had a great time! Hehehe. :D

About work today dear, I managed to close 2 SALES TODAY!! And it's out of like hundreds of customers that I called today! The satisfaction is so so so much!! 2 out of 100 plus! It's killing me man! Can die! Hahaha. Let's not talk about work. It's just boredom there. Calling and calling and still calling! =X

Hey dear, it's okay not to blog. I didn't blog ytd too! Sorry! Hope you are fine there! Be strong, my boy! You can do it and you are doing well! Don't worry about me, I will REALLY REALLY REALLY TAKE VERY GOOD CARE OF MYSELF HERE! I want you to TAKE MORE CARE OF YOURSELF THAN ME! Cause you are staying in an unfamiliar country there without me and mummy. So please do take very good care there dear. Don't worry me and mummy k? You know how worry mummy and me are. I'm sure you don't want to make us worry and you want yourself to be healthy there too.

Rmb the promises you made to me? Don't takecare solely just for the promises you made, but takecare because you yourself want you to be healthy so that you can be happy when I'm happy. If you want me to be happy, first you need to takecare of yourself there. Should not miss me and feel very very down till you fall sick. That's the 1st ever thing that I don't wish to happen to you please. I will be very very upset dear. I want you to try your best to enjoy this trip for me can? I had never been to Australia, so can you be happy and enjoy yourself there for me? Bring back nice stories of there and share with me and take nice pictures of you and friends and show me. I wanna see Australia, so you have to enjoy yourself there and bring back the joy to me and let me experience them alright my dear?

That will be the best thing dear! So remember, do eat well, sleep well, work well, play well. Have lots of fun, bring the fun back to me when you come back. Remember to bring jacket and water bottle WITH WATER out always. Don't stone too much, be happy. I wanna see your smile. I want you to smile as much as you can for me there. Be happy! :D Always keep yourself warm at all times! Apply moisturising cream as often as possible. If there is anything that can heal your cracking lips please buy it and apply it soon dear! Try drinking more water, see if it helps. TAKECARE LOTS PLEASE!
I LOVE YOU MY DEAR!

Labels: Day 6 - 10.09.09

Baby, I love you.

Just ate my lunch. It was turkey, vegetables and french fries. It was good! You too eat well, but if don't force urself k.. just eat till you feel comfortable. I miss u terribly.. Just takecare and enjoy yourself k.. Chat soon!! Will call u tonight! =D

Smile!!

Sathish =D

Hello Dear! :D I'm also thinking of you here! But I'm better, I think of you every morning, afternoon, evening, night, midnight! LOL! :P Hehehe. But seriously, I miss you like crazy and like hell here. Really really. The call with you just now was GREAT! I miss your voice so much and your laughter! There's just simply no words to describe how much I miss you!
Don't worry about me k? I'm fine here too. I'm still eating well hor! Just cannot finish my food. Haha. But I still got eat, so don't need to trouble my friends. I can takecare of myself, so don't worry my dear. :) You must eat well, drink well, sleep well, play well and work well! I really hope you can enjoy yourself there. Let's try not to miss each other too much. :)

Takecare and stay healthy there Dear! Have fun! :D

Today was another training day at eFusion. I'm scared of tmr!!! TMR IS THE TEST!! Scared will say the wrong things sia!! Scared scared scared!! Hope I can pass! TELEMARKETING YOU SUCKS!

Sathish mummy called me today. So nice and caring of her to call me just to ask about me and how's work. SO NICE!!!! :D Chatted for a while and we both miss Sathish so much that we are trying not to think about him so much and try to keep ourselves occupied everyday. Ha! :D
See la dear! You not only are making your whole family worried about you but ME also! :P Kidding kidding, I'm making you worried about me too! Hehehe.

Actually, Sathish mummy call made me kind of sad. Because even Sathish mummy remembered I'm working and even called to ask how am I and how's work. But Mummy who is now in Thailand, did call back but she never ask anything about my work. Haix. Whatever la, I shall say no more about that. :(

Labels: Day 5 - 08/09/09

Yo Baby! How are u? I'm fine here..today was the official day at work..its cool! I'm missing u!!! Keep thinking of u day and night! Its true dear..Keep thinking of you!!! Dear, i am worried for u now.. Are u eating well? Are u sleeping early? Are u taking care of urself? I am sooo worried la.. In Singapore, I'll keep reminding u and advicing u..but please dear, do heed my advices and tips I always mention..Please please k... I am getting used to the living here and the work here. Dun worry about me, cause I'm fine and doing well here! I think I have gained weight! haha.. Eating alot for lunches and dinners..But yesterday was not too good, only yesterday..haha..I am healthy and I want u to be healthy too! Please please k...

Remember this dear, If u are happy, I'll be as happy,
if u are healthy, I'll be as healthy,
if u are worried, I'll be as worried,
because you are part of me, darling! (copyrighted by Sathish =D)

To People whom I need help from,

Jessica & Lena: Pls remind her to eat well and if she is not well, pls tell her mummy to ask her bring her to the doctor. Pls do takecare of her, ask her not to hang out late alone. If u are out with her, please do make her happy at all times :))) Thank you so much!!! :)

Takecare and be healthy, happy and safe sweetheart!

Sathish =)))

Hello dear!!! I'm so happy that you updated my blog!! AHHH!! DEAR, YOU MELTED ME!! AWWWWW..... I'm missing your security hug and your smell.. Thank you so much dear! Dear,I'm missing you every moment too, especially today. Our 3rd month. Seeing all the couples around made me miss you even more dear! You know how talkative I am, me too got sooo many things to tell you! Dear, you must take really good good care of yourself there k? I want you to be happy and healthy there. Always rmb I will nag at you to drink water, eat well and sleep well. Rmb to bring your winter jacket everywhere you go, it's 12 deg out there! Even though it's cold there, you still must must drink water! You must eat really well too! Dear, you are special to me too because you treat me so specially and treasured me so much. So I want my special you to be always safe and healthy. You are alone there without your mummy and me so you must always keep yourself safe like how you will keep me safe. Bear in mind try not to get lost there, you ain't good with direction dear. So you must always try to be with friends.
Dear, I bought a hi! card with $128 top up. So I will contact you through that phone. :)

I Love You too Dear! TAKECARE! CHAT SOON DEAR! :)

Labels: Day 2- 06/09/09

HIHI!! Sathish here!! I am now in the Internet Cafe in Westfield Shopping Center!! I have 9 minutes left only then I'll be disconnected!! I got soooo much things to say but have no time! Darling, u are always in my mind and I am really missing u terribly!! Today is our 3rd month! No matter how far are we, our love brings us together and closer in our own network. I am missing ur presence and ur priceless hug. Absence of your warmth makes me miss you even more. But not to worry darling, your dear is alright and healthy! I will be all okay and fine here! What I want is u to be healthy, happy and safe at all times. Remember the words, advices that I will tell u whenever u plan to do something. Our love will be stronger after these 6 weeks.. U are special to me, and u are always treasured deep to my heart and soul..the love I have for you, has no words to descirbe. My heart longs for you baby! Takecare!

2 minutes left!! I got to go baby! I'll call you soon!!!

Love ya! =)

Labels: Canberra Day 3

6 September 2009 is here!!! DEAR, IT'S OUR 3RD MONTH TOGETHER!! Though we are now so far apart but we are still near in our hearts. Don't worry dear, everything will be fine for us. HAPPY 3RD MONTH DEAR! NAN UNAI KADALIKIRAIN! Takecare lots! Look through that book dear! It's your treasure now! Hehehe.. :D Be happy for me dear! :)

Anyway, met up with lena ytd to go check out our workplace for monday. Hers at Changi Airport and mine at Raffles Place. Today we had made a fool out of ourselves for TWICE! And for twice, it's in the train! =X HAHA! First, we took train from Changi Airport and supposed to alight at Tanah Merah to change train but we thought no need to change and the train brought us back to Changi Airport! LOL! Worst was, we could still say "Wah, expo really big sia! We had past Expo and going to Tanah Merah already still can see Expo! WOAH!" Okay, that comment was made by me first actually! :P Malu malu! HAHA!
Then after we had checked out my workplace at Raffles Place, we went to take train. Planning to go Dhoby Ghaut. But in our mind we were thinking of City Hall. DON'T KNOW WHY ALSO! LOL! Then we stupid stupid went to take the train which we alight from when we supposed to go to City Hall direction. So we alight at next stop and take train back to City Hall. We can actually take the red line from Raffles Place to Dhoby Ghaut LA! We wasted quite some time taking trains! LLOLL!!

So when we FINALLY reach PS, we bought our THE FINAL DESTINATION tickets! Woohoo! Was excited about it at first but I kind of regretted halfway through the show! IT'S SO DAMN GORE LA! OMG! =X YUCKS YUCKS! But after the show, still felt quite okay. Haha. After the show, went to check out levi's shoes and was attracted to a shoe and bought it! :O $49.90!! :O But I hope it looks nice. =X Now that I look at it, I find the shoelace not very nice. lol. Die, nvm la. I bought it already. :P

Labels: Out with Lena

Haix.. The 1st day without Dear has not yet past. Haix. I'm not so worried about me missing him but more worried about him missing me there. Dear just called and told me how much he missed me and he was going to cry. Haix. He's alone out there in the R***** country, living in the hostel alone. I'm so worried about him! =X

Dear, this is day 1. A few more minutes will be the end of day 1. We had endured the first day. But a tough one I know. We got 43 more days left only. I will update my blog every day for you dear. I had checked the net and realised I also have to pay when I sms you. My free smses are only valid for local. And it's $0.15 per sms. It's alright dear, I will still sms but lesser. Hope you will get your internet service soon, so we can video call.
Dear, I should be getting a hi! card for myself tmr to keep contact with you using that. I don't want to charge under my plan if not daddy will find out how much I had spent.
Dear, we got to endure! It's just 43 more days and I will see you at changi airport! Dear, at first we said our love isn't strong on that day,rmb? Now we got to build it up! Even if it's already strong after that day, we will make it even stronger during this 6 weeks! :) Don't worry dear, you got to get used to the missing me alright? I know no matter how much I miss you here in Singapore cannot be compared to you missing me there alone without your family.
Dear, you have to stay strong for the next 43 days k? Just for me okay? I want you not to worry about me but stay strong for me. Please takecare. Keep warm at all times and drink and eat well everyday.
I love you! <3


To friends: Hey people! I'm sorry that my blog will be filled with this kind of stuff for the next 1.5 months. I will communicate with sathish through here as much as we can. Cause calling and smsing charge rates are high! =X So I hope you all will understand and bear with all those stuff. Can just ignore it though. But still will update about my life. Haix. I miss him and am so worried about him. :( Thanks guys!

Labels: Day 1 - 4/09/09

Dear had smsed and called me!! :D :D So happy!! I received the 1st sms around 6 plus telling me he had reached Sydney. When at Sydney, he will take another flight to Canberra. Even though I went singing session with sister and cousin, was still thinking of him the whole time. That's before he called me.

I left early and head home hoping I can web cam with Dear but he said there's no internet there for time being. Then he got to sleep soon. Cause the time there, at Australia, is 2 hours ahead of Singapore's timing.

When walking home, Dear called me!!!! I wasn't expecting that because his mum just told me he can't call out plus card value is low. WAS REALLY DAMN HAPPY to heard his voice! But he's sick there. Actually was already sick before he flew off. Just hope Dear will recover in no time. I will pray for you dear, everyday. :)

Okay, I'm seriously tired now! I cannot tahan anymore, lucky I came back early. My dark rings appeared immediately after only 2 days of not sleeping properly! Scary! I'm gonna tuck in real soon now! Ciao and Goodnights to all! Especially dear! :)

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Hello all! It's been a long since I blogged because of my examinations but now it's over!! WEE!! Ytd was the last paper. :D After paper, met up with Dear and went out shopping before heading to his house to help him with the packing of his luggage for his Australia Attachment Trip today. I didn't sleep well before my last paper and then stayed up whole of last night to make the photo album for Dear. Was really feeling like SUPER DUPER TIRED just now. But after a few hours of sleep made me feel better. The weird thing is I don't feel hungry for the whole day. But still ate a bit of bread and biscuit. Later going to sing song with Sister and Cousin. :) Hope to be back early to talk to Dear. :)

Dear, I hope tonight will be able to talk to you.. I'm missing you so much now.. Just now when I send you off at the departure gate, I feel so sad.. What's worst was tears were forming in my eyes when I see you walking off after you pass the gate. I thought I won't cry because you didn't but then I did cry indirectly. lol.. After sending you off, me, mummy and daddy and your friends went to the viewing mall to wait for your plane to take off. Didn't managed to see your plane take off, only when it's moving along the runway.

Dear, I miss you! I'm waiting for your call.. Can't wait now to be 8, so I can sms you right this moment! NAN UNAI KADALIKIRAIN! TAKECARE LOTS DEAR!

Labels: Missing you