I've got this shitty feeling now that's why I'm blogging now. Haix. Tmr is our 1 month together but right now we ain't happy. Sigh. I hope this can be over real soon. I hate this feeling I'm having now and esp NOW.

I left dear alone at Great World City after my parents came to fetch me. I feeling extremely bad for that already. And I couldn't text him immediately because of my parents. So I only text him after my dinner. And something was wrong when he replied. So he called later. He said he couldn't take bus because of low cash in his ez link card. And he got no cash with him to take a cab to orchard. So he can only walk, but IT'S RAINING. So by time he called me, he had already reached town but was totally drenched. Haix. My silly dear really love his camera alot. He used his jacket to cover his camera bag instead of himself. I obviously was unhappy when I heard that. And I'M REALLY SORRY ABOUT THAT NOW. I should know that he loves his camera alot so shouldn't blame him. Haix. I was just too worried just now. :( I'm sorry. I was abit harsh to him in my sms. I kind of blame him for spending too much on me and therefore he was out of cash today. I'm sorry again. I promise I won't argue with the money issue anymore but we need to talk about that again.

All I can say now is I'm sorry and I love you. And I'm worried. I hope you won't fall sick. Tmr is our 1 month and we can't spend much time together. I've got training and his lesson only ending at 5pm. Think we can only meet after my training. :( Haix. I'm not gonna blog anymore. Byes!

Labels: Worried and Sorry