PEIYI

2010-01-21T16:48:00.002+08:00

Currently in school library waiting for Bebe's lesson to end. Okay, I'm damn bored now! I got no mood to study or do CONSTRUCTION TUTORIAL! Hate that tutorial, it's freaking time consuming with all the diagrams we need to draw. Boring.

Anyway, just now had my PTN session with class at Staff Centre and had a great FUN! Observing someone can be so FUN. Haha. When heading to the toilet with Lena, we found that there is a weighing scale outside the toilet and starting going up and down the weighing scale and asking our classmates to join in the fun. LOL. After so long of weighing, I just realised I had reached my targeted weight!! SO HAPPY!! Was weighing 52.5kg before and now 49.5kg. (I weighed after my lunch!)

p.s: Dear, I don't know my weight went down to 49.5kg, and I promised you I will maintain at 50kg, so I will gain back that 0.5kg. So don't worry k? Sorry.

Anyway, I'm feeling hungry now! Actually was feeling kinda of sad when I saw most of my friends could eat so much but I couldn't. I wanna try the Mee Siam, the Waffle with Ice cream but I can't eat anymore. Feel so sad. And when I can't eat well like this, I'm making Baby sad too. Sorry. I didn't want things to turn out this way. :(

2 weeks had passed and the 3rd week is ending soon. Tmr is Friday again. What to do, exams are just round the corner and I had only like started reading a few topics? Hell man. Projects and tutorials are flooding in and we are piling them up. Enough of school work.

Had a great time laughing with Lena today. We started laughing at many things since morning and later in the afternoon, we started our bitching session. We also had an OPENED talk about STUFF.. HAHA.. We both then feel that our cheeks were like aching. LOL. But whatever it is, laughing is my hobby! :D

SMILE PEOPLE! IT WILL JUST MAKE YOU DAY BETTER!

2010-01-08T09:39:00.003+08:00

Has been so long since I blogged.. Don't feel like blogging so often anymore, photos too much to upload too and am active in facebook, that's why. Haha. Decided to blog today because of some issues which made me SUPER UPSET yesterday.

Parents keep saying wanna go KL and Hatyai (thailand) during CNY but before CNY I will be having my term test modules and week after CNY will be my End of Modules Exam. SO WHAT NOW! They are forcing me to go, like WHAT THE SHIT! HELLO! I'M GOING TO TAKE MY EXAMS AND I WANNA SCORE WELL! I had never show so much attitude to them before. Why they don't understand? Ask them to go without me cannot, tell them I don't want to go also cannot. SO WHAT IN THE WORLD THEY WANT! I want to go but I don't want to go and not ENJOY! And how the hell am I going to study there when our purpose is to enjoy there! Isn't it worst to go there to study and enjoy?!?! Haix..

Wrote letter to them and daddy called. Shocked when he asked me to ask Dear along for the trip. But when back home, mummy still keep indirectly pestering me to go. Now that it seems that I'm forced to go now.. Haix.. Wonder if I will enjoy there.. The planning sucks big time!

2009-12-01T00:32:00.003+08:00

Dearest, I am sorry...

Sathish

2009-11-30T00:35:00.002+08:00

I don't know why but today is just not my day.. Haix.. I cannot study for nuts THE WHOLE DAY!! Now I come to hate Sundays but love Mondays instead..

I love roller coaster rides! ^_^ But I hate the queue cause it's always so long and the ride don't last long. All roller coaster rides are the same but only "Wonder Ride" doesn't. I don't queue because it's only built for us after I met my love. So I have been riding it since then. But the best thing about "Wonder Ride" is, it was built by our love and it will ride forever. I don't queue long for it and will ride it forever. This is the ride I wanted. :) Once this ride started, its never gonna stop. So I will hold onto my love tightly throughout the ride and never let go, cause once I let go, I can never ride with love again.

Till this stage, "I love you" is no longer enough to be said by both of us. Never enough. This love had reached the stage of beyond words could describe.

Every Tommorow = [ Love from Yesterday ]^2
Created by love

My Ride...

2009-11-29T23:24:00.004+08:00

My life is a roller coaster ride..and I name is 'Wonder Ride'. It never fails to give excitement and disappointment. It goes, Wee when I am high up and Ahh when I am going down down down.. Without any denial, I must agree to the fact that this ride is worth my life.. cos I found my true love in this meaningful ride.. I brought my love through my ride and we enjoyed to the max and suffered to the worst.. but my love is still sitting strong beside me through this wavy ride. I must wholeheartedly treasure my love and be her seat belt at all times in the ride I take her through. My love is to be protected at any time at any cause..cos she's my princess. Once I held her hands and brought her to my ride, I am dutyful to serve her till my ride ends...

...till then I'm gonna be with ya baby...

My ride is my life and my love is you my darling..

♥ Sathish ♥

2009-11-29T20:23:00.004+08:00

Hi hi! I'm back to blog again! Haha. Hasn't been blogging for about 1 month. Too many things to be blogged that's why I didn't blog. And has been busy spending time with Dear to make up for that 6 weeks. Haha. But till now, we still find the time we had been spending ain't enough. Haha.

Anyway, my wounds had healed very well and I could run again already! ^_^ Just that my right knee is still swollen. Besides that, I fell sick last sunday (after so long). Haha. Had fever, flu and sore throat. =X Jessica and Dear came over to my house. Dear sponged my forehead for me cause my temp remains at 38.2. Awww, so sweet and wish for that to happen again. :P Hehe.

Decided to blog today because wasn't feeling happy. I had never miss Baby so much before.. :((( The whole day, I couldn't study but just keep thinking of him. I can't wait for Monday again too because that means I can see Dear again! ^_^ Really had never miss him so much before. But I'm feeling much better now. Will be going to airport later to fetch Sister who went to Bangkok with her Colleagues on Thursday.

Exams are around the corner. 7 Dec- First paper. Need to mug harder very soon! Hasn't been studying well. Got to get started soon! Jiayou Jiayou Jiayou!! I have to do it man!!

Another thing in mind: Not knowing if I want to continue training. Seems to be losing interest in training after I went back. Seriously. Never feel like giving up training so much before. Thought I really wanna train again so I went back but.. Regretted going back now.. Pondering.. It's no longer a fun and happy experience with you. What the point then..
Know I shouldn't do what people want to see nor live for them. I should live for myself. This is what everyone will say but who find it easy to do it.. I find it hard but I got to try it. One day...

YA! Windows XP CRASHED! :((((( SO SADDED!!! Could only use Vista now. Gotta go get it fixed soon.. REFORMAT!! Hate that word..

Alright, going off for my late dinner and off to airport.. Will be back some other day to blog again! Who knows maybe the next post will be posted by Dear? Hehehe.. (",)

I love you.. Can no longer stop loving you.. Loving you more every single day.. You belong with me... :)

2009-10-25T15:55:00.003+08:00

Monday was the 1st day of school and I went back to training after so long. We started with warm up and stretching and off we go to play our games. Not long after the game started, I fell! =X Like ***... 1st day of school, 1st day of training, 1st worst UNKNOWN fall ever! I seriously until now don't even know how I fell. I never tripped over anything nor my own legs. Nobody pushes me either. *Shrugs*
Dear was EXTREMELY worried and heartbroken. I'M REALLY SORRY. We took cab to Hougang mall to get first aid stuff then cab home again. Dear, wash and clean my wounds for me. Altogether there's 5 wounds. And injured my left hand, couldn't write and type properly. Didn't attend school for 2 days also. But now better already but only walking very slow and still couldn't bend my legs. It's recovering.
Dear come to my house specially daily to clean my wounds for me and takecare of me. He's really really sweet. He also came to my house in the morning to clean and dress my wound while daddy send us to school. Dear is just so nice and sweet. Thank you so much dear. I'm sorry for tiring you out too ah. Takecare! ^_^

2009-10-11T22:40:00.004+08:00

As long as the person is you, ANYTHING FOR YOU DEAR.

The days had changed from 6 weeks to 6 days.. I can't wait for time to change to 6hours and then 6mins! Can't wait can't wait can't wait!!

OH OH OH!! I JUST REALISED SOMETHING DEAR!! See my previous sentence, the numbers there are all 6!! Our Favourite Number!! 06!!!

6 weeks > 6 days > 6 hours > 6 mins > You are with me now! ^_^

I'm really missing you like hell here and there these 2 weeks!! The sooner the day is coming, the longer the time will pass, the worst I will feel. This last week is going to be torturious to us but this is the week whereby the actual test only begins! Just like Coach's training, normally it's the 2nd set of training onwards then is the actual test. So now, throughout the 6 weeks, our actual test had just begun, from today onwards all the way to the very moment when you landed. I'm sure the worst moments will be Saturday itself. The feeling will be so near yet still so far! Though we are all looking forward to Saturday but it would also be the worst time of this 6 weeks. It will be worst than the 18 stages of Hell (LOL!), and just like thousands of knives piercing through the heart. Time is sure going to tick by very slowly. And we both have to be very very prepared that the feeling of missing each other will be intensified, multiplied, amplified tremendously. Maybe just like the pain (missing feeling) of a woman in labour, the pain (missing feeling) will keep intensifying till it reaches the max. [Knowledge gotten from dear, HAHA.] Maybe I had exaggerate too much. HAHA! :D Nevertheless, I still VERY LOOK FORWARD TO 17 October 2009, THE LAST 6MINS! ^_^

With lots of love from Peiyi :) <3

Day 38 in Canberra, Australia

2009-10-11T18:45:00.008+08:00

From Day 1 in Canberra, I have been saying 'I miss you' and 'I love you'... But dear, they amplifies every single day.. Its just the feeling neither words cannot describe nor a picture which tells a thousand words could describe, its just a feeling that drives me insane and making me wanna explode... My head aches, spins, eyes moistens, blurred image, shivering jaws, numb fingers, piercing pain through my heart... Its just terrible to know that missing you can be so painful..Nevertheless, I am still standing strong and becoming stronger every day with the intense amplification of missing you.. cos I know that the person I am missing is you..and I am willing to take any pain for you and from you.. This is true dear.. I am yours.. yours truly and faithfully cos our love is not a puppy love, its called True Love.. We are who we are..that's what makes us perfect..its just our love..that beautifies us.. Darling, 6 more days..It will be the hardest period ever.. Will you stay strong with me till the end?

Sathish ^_^

2009-10-09T07:13:00.002+08:00

Whispering into your ear and heart..

That you're not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you're not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

Whisper three words and I'll come running (I love you)
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there (at changi airport on 17 oct to hug you!) ^_^

You are not alone.. I'm always there for you.. ^_^

Day 34 in Canberra, Australia

2009-10-07T12:54:00.004+08:00

3 weeks of thinking

2 weeks of planning

1 week of discussion

1 day of execution

06.09.09 = Happy 4th Month Dear!!

Hope you like my gift, a basket of love... ^_^

Sathish :D

Its all for you, to just to see you smile... takecare lots darling...

I Love You... >.<

2009-10-03T00:07:00.002+08:00

Anyway, just some updates on work, ITP! Hahaha. It was funny like hell ytd! So many funny customers! Hahaha.

1. "I cannot talk"

2. "Long (wrong) number"

3. "Chata (chartered) bank"

4. "I give you $50 and can you stop calling me?"

5. "I'm still a student"

Haha. My funny colleague, Riaz, will tell the customer to study hard if the customer tell him he's still a student. HAHA!

Now at work, many people keep asking me to make paper cranes for them. Hahaha. They are cute and nice people! :D Today I made more than 10 cranes for a few of them. The feeling is just so great.

It all just started with me making 1 crane for a colleague who was crying after she quarrelled with her husband, so I decided to make 1 crane for her out of a sudden. Then people saw the cranes and was all attracted by them and ask me to make for them too. HAHA!

Every crane I made, I feel so happy seeing their happy faces! Really! It's just feels so great to brighten up other's day and face! I just simply love making people happy and smile! :) That's may be what I'm born to do and I'm happy to be born this way! :D

At least after I'm gone after ITP, I'm still remembered by them whenever they see the cranes I made for them! :D Oh man, the feeling is really indescribable! I will really miss the people there! :( But not really the job. HAHA! :P

Anyway, for ytd and today, we managed to hit our target so we are able to go home at 6pm instead of 7pm! :D Our target for both days was 98 new to bank customers! And we hit around 100! Woohoo!! :D Ytd I managed to close 2 customers and today 4 customers! :D Wee wee!!

Okay, I'm had been talking about my work but hasn't say what it really is. LOL! It's telemarketing! =X Boring job! Everyday report at 9am, briefing till 9.45am. Start making sales call, meaning to call customers. Take new leads again to call customers if done with the previous one. Promote Standard Chartered bank Credit Cards to them. Many will just say "Sorry, not interested". Boring. If not some will just hang up. SO RUDE! Then will call until 7pm. So this boring thing will only end in 15 more days time. 10 more working days for me! Wee!

MY OPENING SPEECH FOR THE PAST 1 MONTH!

"Hi, Good Morning Sir/Mdm, this is Peiyi calling from eFusion on behalf of Standard Chartered Bank. The reason for my call is that the bank is now offering you the lastest business platinum card which is totally free for the next 3 years with no annual fee at all and gives you $50 cash credit!"

2009-10-02T21:29:00.002+08:00

Dear, don't be sad please. The number of days are going down fast! We are left with 15 days only! Endure endure endure!! We are finishing this 6 weeks test VERY VERY SOON! Be strong! Think of my love for you, our love! Complete this 6 weeks nicely for our love! :) Be happy my dear! I'm always there for you! I'm like a sticky tape. Once I had chosen you, I will be stuck on you as long as I want till you pull me away. I will be your sticky tape forever! The sticky-ness will last forever since 060609.
Just 3 words, 8 letters, 1 meaning: I LOVE YOU! :D

Day 29 in Canberra, Australia

2009-10-02T14:32:00.009+08:00

I AM MISSING YOU LIKE CRAZY!!!!!

I HATE THE FEELING OF BEING ALL ALONE!!!!!

I AM FEELING SOO DOWN!!!!!

I WANT TO COME BACK TO SINGAPORE SOON!!!!

I WANT TO HUG YOU SOON!!!

LOVE YOU DARLING!

Sathish :D

3 Doors Down - Here Without You

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-TPeR8Aq6BQ

http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/3doorsdown/herewithoutyou.html

Day 28 in Canberra, Australia

2009-10-01T11:21:00.007+08:00

I have learnt sooo much things here from the very first day I landed in Canberra... There is sooo much things that I have learnt and am learning that it will literally take hours writing them out... But I found out my true personality, my true colours, my true emotions here in Canberra.. Never seen or felt feelings were seen and felt... I am still shocked by them and now knowing myself even better.. I will come back to Singapore as a refined man.. I believe that this trip is a worthful one as I get to know myself better... Nevertheless, the mental torture and torments gives me uncountless sleepless nights till today.. But they are all seems to be the punishments for me.. I understand what is LIFE now.. I may sound like a retard talking about this and all...but only I know what I am going through now.. Cos, I am alone here..with no loved ones beside me.. Its only me and me..

There are things that I realized and thought about in Canberra when I ponder alone in my room..Everyone in the world has dreams, desire, emotions, feelings and guilt.. but love is the only ones that breaks the barrier between the sexes... getting upset, disappointed, sad, jealous, are all normal and unstoppable, cos you want the best for your partner and want your partner to be only yours...this is a mutual feeling everyones has..but love empowers it with trust..if our trust is build firmly with the best foundation..we will never fall even by the hardest blow..but trust doest work alone.. its works with us and our conscious which tells us the right from wrong.. I hope we can tear down the barrier completely and share with one another all the stuffs cos I would like to be yours forever.. :)))

Sathish :D

Chris Brown - With You

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OqumjziPTzk

http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/chrisbrown/withyou.html

Day 27 in Canberra, Australia

2009-09-30T14:59:00.022+08:00

Darling, nothing is predestined in life.. The obstacles of our past can become the gateways that lead to new beginnings...with beautiful memories installed.. The most beautiful things in the world are not seen nor touched... They are felt with the heart. I feel it everyday when I think of you darling. Cos you are living in my heart safely and securely..My heart is always open for you dear...I am there for you, always... Do takecare lots, be happy, stay healthy and safe.. cos that is solely what makes me happy here... :D Words are just too simple...love cannot construct them into sentences to express the true feeling which is felt from the bottom of my heart.. But I know, you know how I feel, cos you are feeling it too... :)

♥ Sathish ♥ :D (quite gay ah the hearts beside my name..hehehe..)

Day 26 in Canberra, Australia

2009-09-29T12:21:00.006+08:00

Had a wonderful time chatting with you in yesterday's webcam session :P Haha.. Cocoa Puffs!! I am starting to succeed on my experiments and doing good.. Its going smoothly now..Dear, continue to be as cheerful and happy as yesterday, the days will fly and I will fly to you soon.. Keep taking good care of yourself okay darling? I am fine here with you in my heart.. :) Takecare lots baby! I love you...very much...

Sathish :D

Day 25 in Canberra, Australia

2009-09-28T13:31:00.014+08:00

♥ Missing ♥ You ♥ ♥ Missing ♥ You ♥ ♥ Missing ♥ You ♥ ♥ Missing ♥ You ♥

Today, I wasn't myself at all! I keep thinking of you the whole day in the lab.. I couldn't concentrate on my research...I failed my experiment by my carelessness today :( Sad but the feeling of missing you just overpowers it.. I am really awaiting for 17 October to come, then only, my heart will beat normally to realize that you are now safe with me..till then, I will be here hoping the best for you every second..The feeling of Missing You is just...feeeling beyond description.. I just want you to be happy, safe and healthy! Only these three things dear...Promise me you will takecare and be happy, safe and healthy, and I will be happy here too dear.. Only then I will be realived and much relaxed.. I am worrying about you every day, cannot stop worrying about you...Cos you are engraved deeply to my heart and its like a tattoo..:)) Simply love you soo much..Hang in there baby! I am coming soon to give you my security hug to you!!! TAKECARE LOTS, JUST AS MUCH YOU LOVE ME!! ALWAYS RMB THAT plus IF U TAKECARE, I WILL BE HAPPY, RELIEVED, THEN I TOO CAN TAKECARE OF MYSELF!!! Alright dear? Lets have great deal of FUN when I return!!!

Sathish :D

♥ Missing ♥ You ♥ ♥ Missing ♥ You ♥ ♥ Missing ♥ You ♥ ♥ Missing ♥ You ♥

2009-09-27T15:15:00.003+08:00

Everytime I see you,
my ♥ beats faster,
rushing for you.

Everytime I hear you,
my ♥ will smile,
cause it's your voice that I heard.

Everytime I look into your eyes,
my ♥ tells me I'm there,
being loved by you safely.

Everytime I hug you,
my ♥ is close to your ♥,
and they will interlock.

Everytime I kiss you,
my ♥ will skip a beat,
skipping happily inside.

Everytime I cry for you,
my ♥ cries with a smile,
cause it's you who I'm crying for.

Everytime I smile for you,
my ♥ smiles twice as much,
smiling from side to side.

Everytime I listen to you,
my ♥ is pumping with happiness,
cause I'm making you happy.

Everytime I say I miss you,
my ♥ is missing you every single beat,
and it will always be missing you.

Everytime I say I love you,
my ♥ will be jumping with joy,
cause it's that 1 meaning, 8 letter, 3 words that I'm saying.

Dear, all these above also isn't sweet talkings.. They are what I'm feeling when each "Everytime" happens. =D Dear, you are also just so special to me. Just that maybe I don't know how to express it out to you, but in my heart you are. Many things are beyond words for me to describe to you but time will show everything; how much you mean to me and how important you are to me now. :)

I LOVE YOU♥♥♥

2009-09-27T12:51:00.003+08:00

Dear.. I had thought through alot of things this few days. I came to realised that, what had happened and what else is going to happen within this 6 weeks are all planned and predestinated to happen. All this happenings are tests for us, to test our love and see how well we will handle them and solve them. And I must say you handled and solved them well but we need time to cool it off thats all. After the cooling period, we will become stronger with our love strengthened. As we get stronger, the tests gets more difficult but thats when we make mistakes again and we learn from it and it's something new again. And dear, thanks for pointing out my mistake to me, cause I had made this VERY BIG mistake unknowingly. :(

Every mistake made is a learning process. Every forgiveness given is a lesson to remember. So we have to learn from our mistake and remember the lesson learnt. To forgive can be easy but to forget will always be harder. You forgave me but hard for me to forget. Nevertheless, I will try my best. Life is precious. Life is short. Enjoy life to the fullest before we lose them. So we should try to forgive easily and forget faster. (Prior to what happened)

Once I love you,

Often I miss you,
Always I'll care for you,
Never will I leave you.

Once I'm with you,
Often I'll smile for you,
Always I'll be protected by you,
Never will I be unhappy or unsafe.

Once I see you,
Often my heart will pump faster,
Always it will be open up for you,
Never will I open it for anyone else.

Love is an act of endless forgiveness

Day 24 in Canberra, Australia

2009-09-27T01:03:00.018+08:00

Darling, you are just so special to me..Everything tiny things you do, warms me up...Every inch you move, enlightens me... Every word you speak, soothes me...Every thought u think, is always for my own good...You are the lady behind my success, my happiness and all.. Our Love is True..

My ♥ is specially made for you cause I was destined to meet you...
My ♥ is made to contain and secure you happily ever after...
My ♥ is building for you, so that we can last forever...
My ♥ is beating by you, cause you are my oxygen...
My ♥ is craving for you, cause I am missing you badly..
My ♥ is healing for you, cause you wanted it to heal..
My ♥ is a follower, where its leader is you and only you..
My ♥ is meant to be ill treated, but not yours..
My ♥ is strong, cause our love is true...
My ♥ is there for you, only for you cause its only made for you...

You may think these words are flattering and just sweet talks...but darling, I swear it right from my heart...I wrote them myself... You are sleeping right now...its 1.18am..I will be sleeping soon..But dear...Pls remember those things mentioned above, its all truly from my heart.. where you belong darling...

Sathish :D

I♥Love♥You♥

Day 22 in Canberra, Australia

2009-09-25T16:12:00.004+08:00

Numb :(

Day 20 in Canberra, Australia

2009-09-23T15:11:00.004+08:00

Dear, dun you worry and trust me in this okay... I will help you pull your GPA to as you wanted..Just trust me dear..dun worry..I am there for you always! We will study harder in a smart way...Its called Smart Studying..Trust me, you will see a difference in your results.. Dun worry about anything, look forward to the next semester where you will be studying smartly and scoring well! I will help you and teach you in any aspects I can..I am by your side... Soooo baby, dun worry okay...just trust me and you will see your results.. I know you know what I mean..I will go any miles to make you feel happy..So never ever worry okay.. Love you sooo much, I want you to await for 17th October 2009 and look forward to studying harder... So dear, dun worry okay..GO OUT AND HAVE FUN!! I WANT TO SEE YOU SMILE AND BE HAPPY!!! I am alright here dear, really really really! Hahaha.. I simply miss your presence badly, but I know that you are just there for you!

Sathish :D

Day 19 in Canberra, Australia

2009-09-22T14:44:00.004+08:00

Dear, I am sooo scared and worried now! My results! :( I scared I will forward Pathology! :((( I cannot concentrate in Lab just now.. Damn scared now! I am praying to pass! By the way, how are you doing baby? I hope you are coping well with ya work and doing well..u can do it one dear..cos ur my Baby Love! :))) I am always there for you my sweetheart..takecare of yourself, eat FRUITS, PROPER MEALS, pls dun skip meals..dear, only if u are healthy, then i can be healthy..vice versa right, so u must takecare, and i will takecare so we both wont get worried and be HAPPY EVER AFTER..hehee.. fairytale story! :) you are my princess what..hehe.. Hey, i will call u tonight..I will be staying up to see my results :((( I am sooooooooo scred la... :( Hope i can pass.. All the best for your results too baby! Takecare LOTS!!

Muacks! >.< ^_^ =P

Sathish :D

2009-09-21T13:37:00.004+08:00

(Jai Ho) You are the reason that I breathe
(Jai Ho) You are the reason that I still believe
(Jai Ho) You are my destiny (my destiny)

No there is nothing that can stop us,
Nothing can ever come between us,
So come and dance with me,
Jai Ho! (oohh)

Catch me, catch me, catch me, c'mon, catch me,
I want you now,
I know you can save me, you can save me,
I need you now.

I am yours forever, yes, forever,
I will follow,
Anywhere in anyway,
Never gonna let go.

Dear, this is for you.. Hehe. I'm really bored so was browsing through songs lyrics.. And didn't know Jai Ho's lyrics was like this.. So meaningful.. Just what I'm feeling.. :D
I LOVE YOU. :D

2009-09-19T19:20:00.002+08:00

Sweet Dreams
Every night I rush to my bed
With hopes that maybe I'll get a chance to see you
When I close my eyes
I'm goin outta my head
Lost in a fairytale
Can you hold my hands and be my guide

Clouds filled with stars cover your skies
And I hope it rains
You're the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream am is this

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet deam or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your loves too good to be true (But it's true! I know)
My guilty pleasure I ain't goin no where
Baby long as you're here
I'll be floating on air cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you

Tattoo your name across my heart
So it will remain
Not even death can make us part
What kind of dream is this!

2009-09-19T13:01:00.003+08:00

Baby are you down down down down down?

So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down.

I never thought I'd... be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
And you came in... and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I already won first place

I never thought I'd... fall for you as hard as I did
You got me thinking about our life our house and kids
Every morning I look at you and smile
Cause boy you came around and knocked me down... knocked me down

Dear, this is just for you.. :)

Day 15 in Canberra, Australia

2009-09-18T08:58:00.002+08:00

Yo Darling!!! YAY! I'm soo glad that you are recovered! But still do takecare of yourself as much as you love me. Please k..eat fruits everyday!! Eat fruits like guava, apple, mangosteen.. Plus plus, buy Peel fresh Fruit juice, then just drink one glass everyday before you sleep okay? Dun you worry k, I will takecare of myself as much I love you too k..But you eat well! SO happy you told me that you are eating oats for breakfast! Everyday eat oats for breakfast k!! Now only I'm feeling soooo much relieved and much happier! Continue to eat more fruits, proper meal (carbo, fats, protein) and good breakfast like oats!! GOOD GIRL!! ^^ :D :))) :P >.< =) =D Takecare more okay? Update me on your meals everyday okay baby in msn? I love you dear! Do not do much housework and take more rest okay..Never negelect your health as I'm living in you dear! :D Takecare, Love ya! :)))

Sathish :D

2009-09-17T21:32:00.002+08:00

YAY, Dear! I HAD RECOVERED! Now you don't have to worry anymore!! Wee Wee!! Yay yay!! ^_^ So from today onwards, you must eat well and sleep well daily. Besides that, you can only think of me and miss me but cannot be worry about me anymore ah. I will take really good care of myself and will try my very best not to fall sick again. I'm so sorry to make you so worried for the past few days. I'M SO SORRY DEAR!!

Dear, it has been 14 days since you have been gone. The few first days I didn't miss you that much and I thought I was coping well and wasn't what I expected. But then the subsequent days, I miss you more and more each day until now I don't know how to cope with missing you. Dear, you don't worry. I will await you for another month. I will never leave you cause I can't bear to do it. Dear, you are doing great in Australia now! I'm so proud of you now! First few days you wasn't coping well but now you are! :D So don't worry dear, everything will be fine as long as we see each other on web cam as much as we can and smile as well as we can! :D

Alright dear, I got alot more to say but I can't seem to organise my thoughts now. And I promise you I got to sleep by 10. So I have to get to bed now. Goodnight and hope you are sleeping well now. BYES! :)

Day 14 in Canberra, Australia

2009-09-17T07:42:00.003+08:00

Dear!! I THINK YOU ARE RECOVERING AND I AM SOOOO GLAD!!! Hope the pain reduces, fades away and go away forever!! I Miss You So Much Dear!!!!! ;( Dear, i must say that you are a very sweet girl.. I know of many girls who dump their boyfriends beacuse they left them bored... Even though its only 14 days since I left, I can sense our love is getting stronger and never even decreased a bit... I am very proud to have you as my girlfriend dear.. Dear, you will be alright real soon..dun think abouit your pain.. :) Take good rest okay baby? Muacks!

Sathish :D

Get well soon Darling! :D

2009-09-16T19:33:00.004+08:00

Dear, how are you? I really hope you are feeling much better and the medicines are taking its effect. You need plenty of rest and to drink plenty of water. Eat more fiber such as guava. Buy the Peel Fresh Guava juice and drink it every night before you sleep. Dear, if only I'm there with you, I will be beside you taking care of you...

Darling, we are like birds...but each with only one wing, we can only fly by embracing one another..so dun worry about me and get well soon cos I need to fly!!! Hahaha :P Darling, I have been thinking of you day and night..and I did three things today; miss you, miss you, and miss you. Darling when you miss me, you dun have to travel far, you just have to look inside your heart because that's where you will find me :D I am craving for something soo badly now!!
I AM CRAVING FOR YOU DARLING!!!

I like this quote : "Absence sharpens love, presence strengthens it."
This quote suits us perfectly :)))

Warning: Happiness may be hazardous to your illness.
SoOoOooo, BE HAPPY AND GET WELL SOOOOONNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Sathish :D

Day 13 in Canberra, Australia

2009-09-16T14:39:00.006+08:00

Day 12 and I am missing you liek crazy! I AM SOOOO WORRIED FOR THUMBELENA! I really really hope you will be alright and have no more pain. I am praying every single night for you before I sleep. I wish I am there in Singapore and I myself can take you to the doctor myself. I want you u take really good rest and dun do any housework for the time being till you recover completely! DEAR!!! I AM SOOOO WORRIED :(((((((( HOPE YOUR NEW MEDICINES WILL WORK NOW AND YOU WILL RECOVER SOON!! Drink more water and follow doctor's advice! Dear i know its uncomfortable for you to chat with my mummy, but remember that she is also there for you.. you can always talk to her.. I really want you to get better in no time! Muacks baby!! Dun worry, dun think about thumbelena, she will give you peace soon..think of me, dun think of the pain okay? :)

“You know somebody, and they cry for you. They stay awake at night and dream of you. I bet you never even know they do, but somebody's crying for you.”

This message from me could help you recover faster due to the special love factor attached in the message...I love you very much dear, do get well soon!

Sathish :D

2009-09-14T22:43:00.004+08:00

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THAT HEART DEAR!!!

YOU ARE THE BEST!!! :D:D:D

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Mine also like top.. lol.. :P

It's so hard to do la, Dear.. :P

But nvm, always long as the message and the hardwork is there..

Hehehe..

Message: WE LOVE EACH OTHER WHOLEHEARTEDLY DESPITE THE INPERFECTION IN US! :D

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Day 11 in Canberra, Australia

2009-09-14T14:00:00.009+08:00

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I did this myself dear, took me an hour. Its for you baby...I love you! :)

Sathish :D

p.s: its supposed to be a heart shape but the blog auto-format..i tried many many times, cannot ah..sorry.. it looks like a top now..haha :(((

2009-09-12T00:06:00.002+08:00

Dear, I'm very tired now. Just now I was really happy but I don't know if that's the real me cause now, I don't feel an inch of happiness in me. I'm missing you alot alot every night. Whenever it's night time, I will miss you especially much and I will try to go to bed asap to cope with this feeling. Haix. Tmr is Saturday and I had no plans. But I also don't want go out cause it's a Saturday. A Saturday without you is not a Saturday anymore. Haix. I'm gonna hide at home till afternoon and will go your house to get the card from Mummy. But actually I don't even feel like going because I'm going to your house, to simei and alone. Haix. I'm sure going to miss you even more. :( But I wanna talk to you more and soon, so decided to just go ahead to go your house. :(

Dear, I also feel like talking to you the whole day. But now we can't even talk for an hour. I also got so many things to talk to you. Everyday I will have so many things to tell you but I cant only cut short or even don't say. Haix. The feeling is just so terrible. The feeling without you feels so empty. Sometimes I'm wondering, the happy me is it the real me. I really don't know if I'm really happy when I'm happy.

Dear, work is tiring me out so much. No one day I reach home feeling great or feeling still energetic. I can't even go running. My plans are failing. Wanted to run tmr but I can't tie my hair cause I just reborn my hair. Sigh. Dear, you are being deeply missed by me so much.
Dear, know something? I always sms you when I closed sales and sounded very happy. But deep in my heart when I closed sales, I don't feel as happy. Even the 1st sales. I just feel a bit more motivated but not as happy as I sound in sms. Sending that sms to you I'm very happy that moment but not before it or after it. :(

I also wish to be yours eternally! You are the man in my life! :) I just simply find you so special and unique. Beside you being such a nice Indian boy, the way you treat mummy, how much you miss mummy, you have many many more nice things about you that you just can't see. But I saw all of them which touches me whenever I see you. You are indescribable and you are like the prince in my fairytale. I always cannot believe such things are happening to me and can't help it but feel so damn fortunate! :D
Dear, my thoughts and feelings will never be able to be written in words and even if it's able to be written down in words, it will be never-ending. So I better stop here, so dear please please please takecare! I love you and love you more if you are Happy, Healthy and Having fun there!

I LOVE YOU TOO DEAR!

2009-09-11T14:36:00.003+08:00

I feel like talking to you all day long, but our bills will burst! Even though I cant talk to you as much, the love I have for you will never decrease even by an inch, but it will increase even more and more and MORE!!! i just wanna say that missing you and mummy is the worst feeling I had in my entire life so far! It just drives me crazy and mad! You both are just like my pair of eyes! I need you both! Darling, this attachment has taught me alot of lessons and shown myself my own true colours I had never seen before. I now appreciate mummy's hardwork, perserverance, determination and the trust and love she has for me. Now you dear, you are just special to me, lighting up my life every single time you speak, blooming my heart everytime you look at me..you are indeed a lady of my life! I wish I can be yours eternally!

Day 8 in Canberra, Australia

2009-09-11T11:18:00.007+08:00

Hey darling, ur post really soothes me...I just love hearing you say, you had fun and you will takecare of yourself.. I really want you to be as happy as always. 17 October will come very soon! 36 more days only! Its going down and down.. 944 more hours for me to see you..Time will fly baby and I can see my sweet little princess!! So duncha worry about me and do eat well! You are doing great in your work..That's the way baby!!! Make more sales and make me proud, YEA!! I want the best for you and wish to do the best that I can! Even though we are far apart in distance, our love pulls us closer.. I really wish I can spend my time with you now, but we got to do what we have first in priority.. But nevertheless, you are just resting comfortable in my warm heart, protecting you and nourishing you every second.

I LOVE YOU BABY!

Sathish =DDD

2009-09-10T22:36:00.002+08:00

Hello Dear! I had just uploaded the photos of me with my new reborned hair onto facebook! Take a peep from there before you can see the real me on 17 Oct! I can't wait for that day man!
Anyway, I just took those pictures with my cousin and sister! Haha! Had a great time! Hehehe. :D

About work today dear, I managed to close 2 SALES TODAY!! And it's out of like hundreds of customers that I called today! The satisfaction is so so so much!! 2 out of 100 plus! It's killing me man! Can die! Hahaha. Let's not talk about work. It's just boredom there. Calling and calling and still calling! =X

Hey dear, it's okay not to blog. I didn't blog ytd too! Sorry! Hope you are fine there! Be strong, my boy! You can do it and you are doing well! Don't worry about me, I will REALLY REALLY REALLY TAKE VERY GOOD CARE OF MYSELF HERE! I want you to TAKE MORE CARE OF YOURSELF THAN ME! Cause you are staying in an unfamiliar country there without me and mummy. So please do take very good care there dear. Don't worry me and mummy k? You know how worry mummy and me are. I'm sure you don't want to make us worry and you want yourself to be healthy there too.

Rmb the promises you made to me? Don't takecare solely just for the promises you made, but takecare because you yourself want you to be healthy so that you can be happy when I'm happy. If you want me to be happy, first you need to takecare of yourself there. Should not miss me and feel very very down till you fall sick. That's the 1st ever thing that I don't wish to happen to you please. I will be very very upset dear. I want you to try your best to enjoy this trip for me can? I had never been to Australia, so can you be happy and enjoy yourself there for me? Bring back nice stories of there and share with me and take nice pictures of you and friends and show me. I wanna see Australia, so you have to enjoy yourself there and bring back the joy to me and let me experience them alright my dear?

That will be the best thing dear! So remember, do eat well, sleep well, work well, play well. Have lots of fun, bring the fun back to me when you come back. Remember to bring jacket and water bottle WITH WATER out always. Don't stone too much, be happy. I wanna see your smile. I want you to smile as much as you can for me there. Be happy! :D Always keep yourself warm at all times! Apply moisturising cream as often as possible. If there is anything that can heal your cracking lips please buy it and apply it soon dear! Try drinking more water, see if it helps. TAKECARE LOTS PLEASE!
I LOVE YOU MY DEAR!

Day 7 in Canberra, Australia

2009-09-10T12:00:00.001+08:00

Today I got no time to blog! Sorry! I'll call you later baby! Eat and Sleep really well k baby! Love you!!!!!! =D

Day 6 in Canberra, Australia

2009-09-09T11:03:00.001+08:00

Baby, I love you.

Just ate my lunch. It was turkey, vegetables and french fries. It was good! You too eat well, but if don't force urself k.. just eat till you feel comfortable. I miss u terribly.. Just takecare and enjoy yourself k.. Chat soon!! Will call u tonight! =D

Smile!!

Sathish =D

2009-09-08T19:18:00.005+08:00

Hello Dear! :D I'm also thinking of you here! But I'm better, I think of you every morning, afternoon, evening, night, midnight! LOL! :P Hehehe. But seriously, I miss you like crazy and like hell here. Really really. The call with you just now was GREAT! I miss your voice so much and your laughter! There's just simply no words to describe how much I miss you!
Don't worry about me k? I'm fine here too. I'm still eating well hor! Just cannot finish my food. Haha. But I still got eat, so don't need to trouble my friends. I can takecare of myself, so don't worry my dear. :) You must eat well, drink well, sleep well, play well and work well! I really hope you can enjoy yourself there. Let's try not to miss each other too much. :)

Takecare and stay healthy there Dear! Have fun! :D

Today was another training day at eFusion. I'm scared of tmr!!! TMR IS THE TEST!! Scared will say the wrong things sia!! Scared scared scared!! Hope I can pass! TELEMARKETING YOU SUCKS!

Sathish mummy called me today. So nice and caring of her to call me just to ask about me and how's work. SO NICE!!!! :D Chatted for a while and we both miss Sathish so much that we are trying not to think about him so much and try to keep ourselves occupied everyday. Ha! :D
See la dear! You not only are making your whole family worried about you but ME also! :P Kidding kidding, I'm making you worried about me too! Hehehe.

Actually, Sathish mummy call made me kind of sad. Because even Sathish mummy remembered I'm working and even called to ask how am I and how's work. But Mummy who is now in Thailand, did call back but she never ask anything about my work. Haix. Whatever la, I shall say no more about that. :(

Day 5 in Canberra, Australia

2009-09-08T15:25:00.003+08:00

Yo Baby! How are u? I'm fine here..today was the official day at work..its cool! I'm missing u!!! Keep thinking of u day and night! Its true dear..Keep thinking of you!!! Dear, i am worried for u now.. Are u eating well? Are u sleeping early? Are u taking care of urself? I am sooo worried la.. In Singapore, I'll keep reminding u and advicing u..but please dear, do heed my advices and tips I always mention..Please please k... I am getting used to the living here and the work here. Dun worry about me, cause I'm fine and doing well here! I think I have gained weight! haha.. Eating alot for lunches and dinners..But yesterday was not too good, only yesterday..haha..I am healthy and I want u to be healthy too! Please please k...

Remember this dear, If u are happy, I'll be as happy,
if u are healthy, I'll be as healthy,
if u are worried, I'll be as worried,
because you are part of me, darling! (copyrighted by Sathish =D)

To People whom I need help from,

Jessica & Lena: Pls remind her to eat well and if she is not well, pls tell her mummy to ask her bring her to the doctor. Pls do takecare of her, ask her not to hang out late alone. If u are out with her, please do make her happy at all times :))) Thank you so much!!! :)

Takecare and be healthy, happy and safe sweetheart!

Sathish =)))

2009-09-06T22:40:00.000+08:00

Hello dear!!! I'm so happy that you updated my blog!! AHHH!! DEAR, YOU MELTED ME!! AWWWWW..... I'm missing your security hug and your smell.. Thank you so much dear! Dear,I'm missing you every moment too, especially today. Our 3rd month. Seeing all the couples around made me miss you even more dear! You know how talkative I am, me too got sooo many things to tell you! Dear, you must take really good good care of yourself there k? I want you to be happy and healthy there. Always rmb I will nag at you to drink water, eat well and sleep well. Rmb to bring your winter jacket everywhere you go, it's 12 deg out there! Even though it's cold there, you still must must drink water! You must eat really well too! Dear, you are special to me too because you treat me so specially and treasured me so much. So I want my special you to be always safe and healthy. You are alone there without your mummy and me so you must always keep yourself safe like how you will keep me safe. Bear in mind try not to get lost there, you ain't good with direction dear. So you must always try to be with friends.
Dear, I bought a hi! card with $128 top up. So I will contact you through that phone. :)

I Love You too Dear! TAKECARE! CHAT SOON DEAR! :)

Sathish in Canberra, Australia

2009-09-06T13:47:00.004+08:00

HIHI!! Sathish here!! I am now in the Internet Cafe in Westfield Shopping Center!! I have 9 minutes left only then I'll be disconnected!! I got soooo much things to say but have no time! Darling, u are always in my mind and I am really missing u terribly!! Today is our 3rd month! No matter how far are we, our love brings us together and closer in our own network. I am missing ur presence and ur priceless hug. Absence of your warmth makes me miss you even more. But not to worry darling, your dear is alright and healthy! I will be all okay and fine here! What I want is u to be healthy, happy and safe at all times. Remember the words, advices that I will tell u whenever u plan to do something. Our love will be stronger after these 6 weeks.. U are special to me, and u are always treasured deep to my heart and soul..the love I have for you, has no words to descirbe. My heart longs for you baby! Takecare!

2 minutes left!! I got to go baby! I'll call you soon!!!

Love ya! =)

2009-09-06T00:26:00.004+08:00

6 September 2009 is here!!! DEAR, IT'S OUR 3RD MONTH TOGETHER!! Though we are now so far apart but we are still near in our hearts. Don't worry dear, everything will be fine for us. HAPPY 3RD MONTH DEAR! NAN UNAI KADALIKIRAIN! Takecare lots! Look through that book dear! It's your treasure now! Hehehe.. :D Be happy for me dear! :)

Anyway, met up with lena ytd to go check out our workplace for monday. Hers at Changi Airport and mine at Raffles Place. Today we had made a fool out of ourselves for TWICE! And for twice, it's in the train! =X HAHA! First, we took train from Changi Airport and supposed to alight at Tanah Merah to change train but we thought no need to change and the train brought us back to Changi Airport! LOL! Worst was, we could still say "Wah, expo really big sia! We had past Expo and going to Tanah Merah already still can see Expo! WOAH!" Okay, that comment was made by me first actually! :P Malu malu! HAHA!
Then after we had checked out my workplace at Raffles Place, we went to take train. Planning to go Dhoby Ghaut. But in our mind we were thinking of City Hall. DON'T KNOW WHY ALSO! LOL! Then we stupid stupid went to take the train which we alight from when we supposed to go to City Hall direction. So we alight at next stop and take train back to City Hall. We can actually take the red line from Raffles Place to Dhoby Ghaut LA! We wasted quite some time taking trains! LLOLL!!

So when we FINALLY reach PS, we bought our THE FINAL DESTINATION tickets! Woohoo! Was excited about it at first but I kind of regretted halfway through the show! IT'S SO DAMN GORE LA! OMG! =X YUCKS YUCKS! But after the show, still felt quite okay. Haha. After the show, went to check out levi's shoes and was attracted to a shoe and bought it! :O $49.90!! :O But I hope it looks nice. =X Now that I look at it, I find the shoelace not very nice. lol. Die, nvm la. I bought it already. :P

2009-09-05T23:09:00.005+08:00

Haix.. The 1st day without Dear has not yet past. Haix. I'm not so worried about me missing him but more worried about him missing me there. Dear just called and told me how much he missed me and he was going to cry. Haix. He's alone out there in the R***** country, living in the hostel alone. I'm so worried about him! =X

Dear, this is day 1. A few more minutes will be the end of day 1. We had endured the first day. But a tough one I know. We got 43 more days left only. I will update my blog every day for you dear. I had checked the net and realised I also have to pay when I sms you. My free smses are only valid for local. And it's $0.15 per sms. It's alright dear, I will still sms but lesser. Hope you will get your internet service soon, so we can video call.
Dear, I should be getting a hi! card for myself tmr to keep contact with you using that. I don't want to charge under my plan if not daddy will find out how much I had spent.
Dear, we got to endure! It's just 43 more days and I will see you at changi airport! Dear, at first we said our love isn't strong on that day,rmb? Now we got to build it up! Even if it's already strong after that day, we will make it even stronger during this 6 weeks! :) Don't worry dear, you got to get used to the missing me alright? I know no matter how much I miss you here in Singapore cannot be compared to you missing me there alone without your family.
Dear, you have to stay strong for the next 43 days k? Just for me okay? I want you not to worry about me but stay strong for me. Please takecare. Keep warm at all times and drink and eat well everyday.
I love you! <3

To friends: Hey people! I'm sorry that my blog will be filled with this kind of stuff for the next 1.5 months. I will communicate with sathish through here as much as we can. Cause calling and smsing charge rates are high! =X So I hope you all will understand and bear with all those stuff. Can just ignore it though. But still will update about my life. Haix. I miss him and am so worried about him. :( Thanks guys!

2009-09-04T23:28:00.002+08:00

Dear had smsed and called me!! :D :D So happy!! I received the 1st sms around 6 plus telling me he had reached Sydney. When at Sydney, he will take another flight to Canberra. Even though I went singing session with sister and cousin, was still thinking of him the whole time. That's before he called me.

I left early and head home hoping I can web cam with Dear but he said there's no internet there for time being. Then he got to sleep soon. Cause the time there, at Australia, is 2 hours ahead of Singapore's timing.

When walking home, Dear called me!!!! I wasn't expecting that because his mum just told me he can't call out plus card value is low. WAS REALLY DAMN HAPPY to heard his voice! But he's sick there. Actually was already sick before he flew off. Just hope Dear will recover in no time. I will pray for you dear, everyday. :)

Okay, I'm seriously tired now! I cannot tahan anymore, lucky I came back early. My dark rings appeared immediately after only 2 days of not sleeping properly! Scary! I'm gonna tuck in real soon now! Ciao and Goodnights to all! Especially dear! :)

2009-09-04T16:34:00.000+08:00

Hello all! It's been a long since I blogged because of my examinations but now it's over!! WEE!! Ytd was the last paper. :D After paper, met up with Dear and went out shopping before heading to his house to help him with the packing of his luggage for his Australia Attachment Trip today. I didn't sleep well before my last paper and then stayed up whole of last night to make the photo album for Dear. Was really feeling like SUPER DUPER TIRED just now. But after a few hours of sleep made me feel better. The weird thing is I don't feel hungry for the whole day. But still ate a bit of bread and biscuit. Later going to sing song with Sister and Cousin. :) Hope to be back early to talk to Dear. :)

Dear, I hope tonight will be able to talk to you.. I'm missing you so much now.. Just now when I send you off at the departure gate, I feel so sad.. What's worst was tears were forming in my eyes when I see you walking off after you pass the gate. I thought I won't cry because you didn't but then I did cry indirectly. lol.. After sending you off, me, mummy and daddy and your friends went to the viewing mall to wait for your plane to take off. Didn't managed to see your plane take off, only when it's moving along the runway.

Dear, I miss you! I'm waiting for your call.. Can't wait now to be 8, so I can sms you right this moment! NAN UNAI KADALIKIRAIN! TAKECARE LOTS DEAR!

2009-08-17T09:44:00.003+08:00

Hmm, now in class waiting for my group's turn to present our IT project. 1st group's project was awesome. :D

Anyway, I'm having swollen eyes now. It's so ugly la. It's due to some.... shall not say a word about that.. But everything is fine now. I just hope things will be better in future. I want no more of this. I'm happy like this. :)

Eyes tired like shit now. Only slept for like an hour. So today I'm going to look like a walking goldfish. Hahaha. No wait, I am one now. LOL! :P

Ya, can't wait to get over with this IT presentation and I'm freed. But I'm still thinking if I should wait for him. I think I will wait cause I wanna wait. So I will wait and I'm waiting for him. Meanwhile I will study if I am able to do so. :P But I will try my best. :D

2009-08-15T00:11:00.007+08:00

Hasn't been blogging for a week already. Was busying studying and clearing off all the projects and was finally left with IT to be presented on MON. Next week will be all the tests for ICA modules and I got like 3 modules! =X DAMN man.. I'm so stressed up now. =X And next next week will be the start of the exams. 4 modules in total. I only wish I can don’t sleep for this period of time, but unfortunately, I LOVE TO SLEEP. Hahaha. :D Now am feeling quite sleepy but will only go sleep at 1am so as to study a bit more.

Things with dear are great; everything is going well smoothly for us. Things ain’t just that smooth between my relationship and my parents. Just simply what’s the problem with having a relationship now! I will prove you wrong and flash that results’ slip of mine at your face! I have been feeling grumpy and hot-tempered these 2 days. I just hate it, for being grumpy and always-lost-at-thoughts. [but don’t know what I’m thinking] But many things are just stuck in my head and they seemed to be accumulating. I can’t get them out. So be it, I will still study for my exams.

Anyway, went to Sentosa with some of the Trackers last Sunday! :D Most of them are year 1s and find them damn cute and are nice people. They are just a bunch of fun people to play with. After sentosa, we went for dinner before heading to Marina Barrage to view this year’s fireworks. Though the fireworks were half covered by the working-in-process IR, but it’s nice because I watched it with my dear. It just feels different. Hehe. We just simply had a great and fun time on Sunday with the company of Din, Aisha and Nazreen. We ASKED lots of JOKES and TOLD lots of RIDDLES that day. Lastly, dear TOOK lots of PICTURES of me. Hahaha. LOL! :D It was a really nice, pleasant, memorable, fun, lovely outing with the guys! :D I wanna upload the pictures we took but most of it taken with dear’s dslr and upon hearing that you all should know the size of the pictures. So, view it from facebook when it allows me to upload! Hahaha. I shall just upload 2 nice pictures of us taken on that day. Hehe. ^_^

2009-08-09T00:17:00.005+08:00

Went to try out indian food with dear on friday. AWESOME! Indian food is nice! Using the hands to eat is even better man!! WOOTS! I wanna go again!! :D:D So cool.. :P

Anyway, ytd went to surprise Jess for her birthday celebration at Heeren. She cried sia! Hahaha! YAY! MISSION COMPLETED! :D She's damn shocked! :P Got her make-up set so she can start learning how to make up. Hahaha. Took quite some pictures, will upload when I got them.

But the HIGHLIGHT now is.... I CAN'T WAIT FOR TMR'S OUTING AT SENTOSA WITH TRACKERS!!!!!!!! I'M SO EXCITED ABOUT IT UNTIL I'M JUMPING AROUND AT HOME!!!! Woohoo..... :D:D:D:D FASTER FASTER COME AH!!! IM LOVING IT!!! ^_^

Okay, I'm off to sleep my time away now.. So when I wake up it will be Sunday already! :P NIGHTS ALL! :D

2009-08-06T11:30:00.003+08:00

Oh yay oh yay! I think my blogger got no more problem uploading photos. Hehehe. I really hope can remain like this and so I don't need to upload photos at photobucket then copy paste the html to my post. I don't like ah, so troublesome. Hahaha. Hope I don't have to work with html anymore. LOL.

Anyway, ytd was a damn fked up night for me! Really super fked up but some stupid fker who ruined my fking night. Okay, people.. I'm really really sorry for being so crude here now but I'm really really damn pissed off! Never felt so angry after a very very long time. And had difficulties breathing had that. Not only that, I went to stuff myself with random food and then regretted. LOL. Then went off to vomit and felt better after that. Lastly, slept only 4am and woke up 6 plus to meet dear to go school.
Nvm, I'm just gonna ignore all these SHITS, be myself and be happy with those who deserved me to be happy with. :D

Anyway, had received my 2nd month anniversary present from dear. 1 packet of coco crunch cerel, 1 packet of sweet, hot/cold pack and a card. All in a lovely silver paper bag. So thoughtful of dear to buy so many things for me. His intention is sure to make me fat la. Hahaha. :P Kidding kidding. :P
Okay, photos upload below.. :D

The present bag :)
The presents :)

Top view :)

The Best Stuff among the presents! :D

2009-08-05T22:03:00.001+08:00

Hello! :D Just came back from a run. Whoohoo. Sweating still. Just simply love the sweating feeling after a run or training. Training.. Miss training days but haix.. Nvm, don't talk about it anymore.. Anyway, last tues played basketball with dear and his classmates! Wooo! Shiock!! The sweating feeling was damn shiock! :D The best thing was I wore jeans and slipper but I still played! Hahaha. :P But the aftermath of wearing jeans to play isn't nice at all! LOL! =X And just a 30min game, I'm sunburnt! Hahaha. Cause we played under the 2pm hot sun! :P Hehehe.

Hmm Hmm.. Tmr is our 2nd month together already!<3 Time really flies! :D 2 months of time spent with you had already past. And in 2 weeks time we are having exams. And another 2 weeks will be end of exams and you will be flying off to australia for attachment. Today is exactly 1 month before me sending you off at changi airport, saying goodbye to you. I know no matter how much I wish you could enjoy yourself there, you won't. But still I wanna say, I really do hope you to enjoy yourself there and have fun with Guo Hui and Samuel. I just wish very much that you will takecare of yourself there and pray that you won't fall sick there. It's gonna be a tough 6 weeks for you there but I will be real real happy if we could overcome this 6 weeks happily. It will sure gonna be full of satisfaction. But meanwhile it could be torture or hell to us. But we both just got to be strong dear. :D Lucks to us! :P
Alright,anyway, tmr we ain't going to celebrate our 2nd month together. He got test tmr and friday and I got lesson until 5pm tmr and got to stay back for project. =X But nvm, friday's gems class is cancelled so we will go out on friday! We are going to try out indian food! WEEE!! Yeapie!! :D:D I'm looking forward to friday! But not tmr, cause it's a long day and not able to see him. Nvm nvm, I can do it! :P

Okay, a few more photos gonna be up. Taken with dear during poly 50 that day.

Finally a photo we took together with him smiling! :D

Resting and Dear with his zebra socks

2009-08-02T00:00:00.006+08:00

Hello all! It has been some time since I blogged again. As usual, been busy with school work and trying hard to start studying for exams. I'm left with less than a month to exams. Freak. There's still projects and tutorials to be done. Nah, whatever it is, I'm here to blog and not about studies; which will make my blog so dull. Hahaha.

Hmm, what am I up to recently?? Ya, I went to Dear's house on last Sat as he was down with fever for like 4 days! H1N1! Woo,scary! Hahaha. :P But thank god, he's fine now. But still coughing away. [To dear: You better drink ALOT OF WATER!] After which, I went to Clarke Quay to celebrate Yun Jia's Birthday.
Anyway, went to Manhatten's on last Wed with his classmates and the this Wed was Poly 50. Didn't took part though, just a helper. But had a great time with Dear, Trackers and his CLS Friends. Nice people. :)

Hmm, nth much to say about this weekdays. School, Projects and Presentations. Met dear at Tampines today to go library to research for information on Nigeria. Then head to Tampines 1 for my dinner. Wanted to dine in at Carls' Junior but no space so we takeaway. And guess where we ate at??? TAMPINES STADIUM!! LOL!! Nice place right?! People running and we eating. HAHAHAH! And dear still can come up with the reason that that's where we met. LOL! But I must admit that's quite true. It's track that bring us together. :D *Love is in the air* :)

Alright, I shall upload the photos now. :)

2009-08-01T23:36:00.000+08:00

Smile by Uncle Kracker
You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

2009-07-25T01:35:00.002+08:00

Ho Ho, I'm finally blogging again. Haha. Quite tired of blogging recently because there isn't much things to blog about anyway. =.= But now I have things to blog about already! :)

Today I finally took the Circle line for the first time! HAHA! People reading please don't laugh. Haha. It's damn nice! I love the long escalator! Next photo shoot place with him can be there. Lol. But then it's a long walk from NEL to CCL la. So many escalators. Zzz. >.< But anyway, I went to Bishan Library to borrow a book on West Africa to get information about Nigeria. CCS! Tsktsk! *roll eyes*

Dear did not go to school today due to high fever, 38.8 deg! =X I must admit I can't stop thinking and stop worrying about you. And I really really really wish to go see how you are doing, but you just don't let me go. :( Hope tmr I can go see you. Hope you get well soon dear! TAKECARE! :)

Another thing on the list would be Dear is confirmed going Australia for his OITP. He will be away for 6 LONG WEEKS! Can I enjoy this 6 weeks without you?! Will I not miss you so much for this 6 weeks?! I'm starting to have doubts in myself. But then I got to try my best. =X That will be the worst of the worst. To try to do something which you don't wish to try. Oh man, but for the sake of you, I will really try my best. :)

Last on the list, MILO Competition on Facebook! People, if you happen to read upon this, faster log on to facebook > Become a fan of MILO > Click on the photos > Look for the photo as shown below > AND click LIKE! Thank you very much! :D

2009-07-07T22:57:00.004+08:00

Haix. I'm sorry if my reply was cold. I really couldn't nag at you much anymore. Haix. I wanna takecare of you. I don't want you to be sick, be injured or whatever. I just want you to be happy, healthy, free from injuries just like what you want for me. I hate worrying. Not because I don't want to be worried about you but because I don't like the feeling of worrying. It won't make me happy. It will only make me sad and upset.

I'm upset that you are upset today.
I'm upset that you can't eat well today.
I'm upset that you had injured your hamstring now.
I'm upset that you will be going overseas for itp for 6 weeks.
I'm upset that you still can't sleep well and have to train today.
I'm upset with mummy cause she doesn't trust me that I'm doing project in school.
I'm upset that with myself for being so tired lately and having slight headache now.

And I'm feeling very stressed up with work and assignments!
There are just so many things to be done so I had decided that I'm no longer going to go training.
I seriously need time for my studies and school now.
I'm just very bothered by many things recently. Haix.
Too much feelings and emotions to be put in words. I can't describe any.
Perplexed.

I need you now.
But I don't wanna bother you.
You are bothered by the overseas itp now.

I really wish you will go but really wish you not to go at the same time. But that bit more of me will wish you to go. It will be a good exposure and experience for you.
I'm sure you will have fun there. Though the days gonna be dreadful for us, but if we can pull through those days, we can say that our love is strong.
How will the days without you be like??
I'm scared to think of it.
I don't dare to think of it.
I don't wish to think of it too.

2009-07-06T23:07:00.002+08:00

Whoohoo.. Today is a special day so I shall blog about it. Hehe.

06.07.09 is our 1 month anniversary.

This day is damn great man! Even though we can't spend time out together, but still it's a lovely day for us! It doesn't matter if we will go out for a nice dinner or a celebration. It's still the thought that counts and the little things that happen on this special day.

In the morning, dear met me at 8am at mrt station and sent me to school even though his lesson starts later. We were on msn chatting during my lesson and he said sorry for not buying anything for me during this day, but then I told him it's totally alright, it's still the thought that counts. Sending me to school in the morning is already so thoughtful and sweet of him. Besides that, I also didn't prepare anything for him so I shouldn't expect anything from him.

After that, dear sms me and say I got to meet him at 12 to get back my school bag because his saw his practical timetable today and will end late, only at 6pm and my training starts at 6pm. Besides that, he wants to borrow my mouse from me. So I went to meet him outside his class at 12.

I passed him my mouse and he passed me my shoe bag. My shoe bag was EXTREMELY LIGHT and I asked him where's my shoes and he just ran off and went into his class! He left me there shouting for my shoes back. Hahaha. Damn retarded la. LOL. Then I realised his weird smile on his face. Something is fishy. Hahaha. So somehow my hands uncontrollably opened up the school bag.

I was shocked totally when I saw what lies inside my shoe bag and I couldn't stop smiling at it! HAHA!

There lies a stalk of RED ROSE with his laminate Flyer Ticket and some words on it! (^_^)
Soooo sweeeet~~ I can't help but melted upon seeing those. Hahaha.
Besides a red rose and the laminate flyer ticket, he printed out his lab breath result for me and had some words written on it. :) I can't seem to upload the pictures now, I don't know why. So I shall upload them tmr then :)

2009-07-05T20:44:00.002+08:00

I've got this shitty feeling now that's why I'm blogging now. Haix. Tmr is our 1 month together but right now we ain't happy. Sigh. I hope this can be over real soon. I hate this feeling I'm having now and esp NOW.

I left dear alone at Great World City after my parents came to fetch me. I feeling extremely bad for that already. And I couldn't text him immediately because of my parents. So I only text him after my dinner. And something was wrong when he replied. So he called later. He said he couldn't take bus because of low cash in his ez link card. And he got no cash with him to take a cab to orchard. So he can only walk, but IT'S RAINING. So by time he called me, he had already reached town but was totally drenched. Haix. My silly dear really love his camera alot. He used his jacket to cover his camera bag instead of himself. I obviously was unhappy when I heard that. And I'M REALLY SORRY ABOUT THAT NOW. I should know that he loves his camera alot so shouldn't blame him. Haix. I was just too worried just now. :( I'm sorry. I was abit harsh to him in my sms. I kind of blame him for spending too much on me and therefore he was out of cash today. I'm sorry again. I promise I won't argue with the money issue anymore but we need to talk about that again.

All I can say now is I'm sorry and I love you. And I'm worried. I hope you won't fall sick. Tmr is our 1 month and we can't spend much time together. I've got training and his lesson only ending at 5pm. Think we can only meet after my training. :( Haix. I'm not gonna blog anymore. Byes!

2009-07-01T17:01:00.003+08:00

Hello! Finally I'm blogging again after like 2 weeks? Haha. Lena has been bugging me about me not updating my blog. lol. But got nth much to upload ah. The photos I took with Jess last thurs when we went to Da Vinci Exhibition was still with Jess, so no photos to upload. :(

But now I got things to blog about! Finally after 6 days, we met on MONDAY for breakfast! (^_^) Met at outram park at 7.40am, but as usual I'm late. Hahaha. Nth much to blog about monday, so that's should be it.

Yesterday was an eventful day for me sia! I'm having runs for the whole of yesterday! =X In total, I had went to the toilet for 6 times! ALAMAK! My asshole pain like hell la! But tummy also very pain; sharp pain. Then dear was very very worried sia. Haha. That's him, small little things also so worried. Haha. :P Don't worry k? I'M FINE! (^-^) Then had slight headache so went to bed after that.

And this morning was something else.. HEADACHE! =X Gosh, that one can go die. Not only headache, got a bit of sore throat also. After lesson at 12pm, went JP with dear for lunch. Studied first before having lunch at Mos Burger. Had brought my training stuff already but halfway eating, the tummy pain came back! ARGH! And so I went to the loo the 7th time! =X So until now still feeling uncomfortable. Haix. So in the end I texted coach and told him I'm not going training. Wasn't feeling well also, with the sore throat and cough. Had medicine already and resting now and gonna start on my CCS tutorial again.

Funny thing when on our way home! WE SAW HIS MUM!! WHOOHOO!! HAHAHAS! He's so scared la! LOL! :P When we reached NEL Outram Park, his mum texted him,telling him she's gonna go take train soon at Little India. He scared already sia. Hahaha. Cause he told his mum he is studying in school. lol. So we just board the train towards Punggol and will keep a lookout at Little India.
When reached, from our cabin we looked out and THERE IT WAS HIS MUM AND AUNT BOARDING THE TRAIN towards harbourfront. HAHAHAHA! He hid! LOL! What a coincidence man! But too bad his mum's back was facing us and didn't see me. HAHA! :P

Now I'm going off to complete my tutorial! Ciao! :)

2009-06-18T18:21:00.008+08:00

Okay, here are all the photos we took just now. Enjoy! Alot of retarded pose though cause we used the multiple shots function and ended up with many chou zhao(unglam) pictures. Hahahaha. :P

2009-06-18T17:00:00.011+08:00

Just came back from kovan, after meeting Yunjia, Sushan and Jess for breakfast at MAC! ^^ Met at 10.30am after yj's lesson in school and only me and jess had breakfast. Then yj had mac's lunch. After all the catching up and talking session, we starting camwhoring again. Hahaha! As usual.. =.=
And because I said I wanna go develop some wallet size photos later then they suggested we take a nice group picture and develop it for all of us. Haha! It's nice! ^^ I will upload it with the rest of the pictures we took. Hahaha.

Alright, I should upload a few Track and Field Camp pictures first. I'm waiting for jess to send me them. :)

Me, Hui yi, Iris, Jessica.

The following pictures are our successful nightwalk, the various "Ghosts". Great job guys! :) NICE!

Highlight!

Getting ready for nightwalk..

Injured Games I/C.. I am a GOOD Bandager! :P

Condom Blowing @ Heeren..

Our station- Sinema Old School..

Congrats! You all can move on!

Sinema Old School- Counting No. of Steps! =X

Chinatown Station-Find "China Man" ;D

Group 1- Esse

Group 2 - Flash

Group 3 - X-Men

Group 4 - Spongebob 4 pants

Mary-ann, Diann, Amanda, Jansen

Sathish, Ramanan,Me

Group 5- The Incredibles/Incredible India/Information Counter

Seeyong with 3 girls..

Hi 5! (limited edition shirts!)

WET!

10! TEN!

9! NINE!

8! EIGHT!

7! SEVEN!

6! SIX!

5! FIVE!

4! FOUR!

3! THREE!

2! TWO!

1! ONE!

Me, Sean, Sathish

2009-06-17T16:38:00.002+08:00

Currently at home projecting with Lena. Cross Cultural Studies again. The research is intensive but it's fun cause I'm learning new things at every point of researching. Hahaha. :D

He is supposed to be here with us studying but had fever in the morning. I'm so worried about him now. But he just told me his fever is gone and he feels better now. Thank god. Hopefully he will be fine soon. GET WELL SOON DEAR! So today didn't meet him, not tmr also but FRIDAY! ^^
Talking to him currently on msn. Trying to persuade him to go to the doctor is like asking a smoker not to smoke sia. IDIOT. LOL! *rolled eyes* Always think he is a doctor, can treat himself. Bullshit la. Hahaha. If he can treat himself, then doctors can go all quit their jobs already. LOL! :P HAHAHAHA.. But finally, I managed to persuade him. YES AH! :P

Anyway, didn't hit school for training today because my mummy went Thailand and she wants me to be at home with my brother cause my sister will sure be out of house. Sian. No training for me. Feel like going for a run later but it's so bored running alone. Sigh. Nvm, just go run. After that, hopefully can have some nice dinner! Hahaha. ^^ Alright, I should go get changed and head down real soon. Ciao!

2009-06-16T23:46:00.003+08:00

It's gone, it's gone, it's gone.. My wallet is gone.. Haix.. This is the 1st time my wallet is gone.. Gone Gone Gone.. My ATM Card, my money, my neoprints, my library card, some memories stuffs.. :( Sigh.. Totally got no mood for anything today when I realised my wallet is gone. Haix. That feeling sucks! =X Nvm, let's not talk about it anymore.

I'm missing you.. Counting down to 10am tmr!

I'm gonna see you soon!! ^^ MISS YOU!

XOXOXOXO

2009-06-15T13:11:00.002+08:00

I'm back from Track and Field Camp! It was FUN FUN FUN but tiring. Nevertheless, we enjoyed ourselves alot too! ^^ This camp was much better than last year's camp. Way way better! :P

But planning of the games was the most tiring part in camps. But thankfully you were the Games I/C and with the help from James and Ramanan, everything went well according to plan. I think this is the 1st camp that I went and I felt that tired and ate that little in the camp. Haha. Friday was the 1st day and I still had training before that. In addition, we (me and him) slept late on Wednesday and Thursday night but woke up early in the morning just for the camp. And on Friday we didn't get to sleep at all only until Sunday morning. We were planning and doing some last minutes confirming of the games just to ensure it was carrying out smoothly. That's the goal we both shared for the camp. I think it's worth it for the campers and to have a FUN camp. :)

Ytd after I reached home, bathed and unpacked my stuff, I went straight to bed. It's 8pm at the that and I only wake up at 11am today! Hahaha. This is the 2nd time I slept for long after camp. The 1st time was when I'm Primary 5. Haha.

Okay, I'm too lazy to post about the camp. Cause it's just too long. I shall upload the pictures after I had received it from Jessica! ^^

2009-06-08T23:30:00.010+08:00

Hmm... Saturday was a WONDERFUL day of us! ^^ I totally love it and I'm sure he also loves it totally! Hahaha.

<06.06.09> This is the day which marks the start of our relationship, the day that we ain't unsure of our status with each other anymore and it's the day HAPPIEST DAY OF OUR LIFE! Haha. :)

Roses were bought for me and given to me at Dhoby Ghaut Station. I went all red man, just like Elmo. I was totally so surprised by the roses and was totally speechless. All I could say was I'm really touched. :) After which, we went to purchase our tickets for Terminator Salvation then headed down to Secret Recipe for High Tea Session. Haha. Nice cakes there. lol.

After movie, we trained down to City Hall and took the Free Shuttle Bus to Singapore Flyer.
The Flyer is TOTALLY AWESOME AND NICE! The scenery was AWESOME AND BREATHTAKING especially when your capsule is at the top! No words can describe the feeling when I'm up there and when with someone I loved and who loves me much more! ^^ I feel so fortunate! ^^

30 mins later, we went Popeyes' for dinner and FINALLY it's something I get to pay! Hahaha! People reading this part must be thinking I'm somehow mad because I'm feeling happy paying for something. But the thing is, throughout the day I haven't spend a single cent. Lol.

After dinner, we walked along the F1 road just outside Flyer before heading back to Marina to train home. The walk was NICE, SMOOTHING and IS LOVE! ^^ Just love every moment spent with you. :)

Alright, photos galore ahead! :)

PICTURE OF THE DAY! :)

I LOVE THIS PICTURE TOO! ^^
Our Shadows with no. 6:)

Six Six Six..

<06.06.09>

Too dark o.O

Acting Cute -.-''

Hehehe..

That is our Capsule:)

We are at the top!!
Top Top Top!

TOP!

Part of the Night City:)

This is the how the sky looks like when we just board..

Taken from bottom

The other capsule

2009-06-06T11:07:00.004+08:00

YES AH!! MST'S OVER!!!! WOOHOOO!!! I know by saying this, many people who read my blog frequently will be so jealous! Hahaha.. But still I wanna say, IT'S PARTY TIME FOR ME!! :P Nah, people you all must study hard and score well for your upcoming mst alright. :)
All the best to all! ^^

My Mst's timetable is like shit man. 7 MODULES,including GEMS, tested in 5 DAYS! =X Can die man. Oh no no, I'm dead for yesterday. Like totally dead. Haha. I had became a serial BRAIN CELLS killer. HAHAHA! Within a week only, I had killed like millions of them?? Hahaha.. LOL!

So now you can see the difference between my posts before my mst and after mst.. Haha.. :P Okay, enough of crap for this post. Hehe. It's been a long time since I update already due to mst. But in between there's lots of happenings. Soooooooooo MUCH... Hahas. Since it's soooooooo MUCH, don't think there is a need to post about it la, if not this post will be like never ending.. hahaha..

Since MST is OVER, I'M GOING OUT LATER!! WOOHOOO!! YAY!!!! It's been a long long time since I go shopping.. WEE!! Today gonna go on a shopping spree! ^^

Anyway, Track and Field Prep Camp and Camp is coming soon! WEE.. So looking forward to it! ^^ Mon and Tues will be Prep Camp, Fri, Sat and Sun will be the Camp itself! Hohoho.. Hahaha..
I'm so going to enjoy myself alot during this holidays! Because I felt that I had studied real hard this time. LOL. Thou had screwed up 2 papers out of 7 of them. Sigh. That 2 idiots spoilt my mst.. *rolled eyes* But I shall not talk about them anymore, cause I will beat them the next time round! They watch out ah! Haha.

Talking about 2 idiots reminded me of 2 PERVERTIC UNCLES! They had spoilt a few of my mornings by just opening their FOUL MOUTH! Actually is only 1 uncle la, the other one just sit there and watch. But IDIOT also la. lol.
1st morning(Tuesday)
Was walking past a void deck to take bus to school. Then this uncle kept looking at me. Like IDIOT like that.
Uncle: HI!
Me: *rolled eyes* and walked away fast. Wasn't even looking at him in the 1st place.

2nd morning (Tuesday again)
As usual, was walking past that void deck. Had totally forgotten about the 2 uncles because they don't worth any bit of space in my mind. Haha.
Uncle: *Waving to me!* Going to school ah? (said in chinese)
Me: Just *rolled eyes* again and give that face like going to kill them. IDOITS!!!

3rd morning (Not Tuesday this time!)
Thought they won't be there cause it's not a Tuesday so was walking happily towards the void deck.. THEY ARE THERE!!!
Uncle: Hello~~ Where are you going?? (Trying to act ang mo this time..)
Me: TOTALLY DISGUSTED!!! URGH!!!

4th morning (Not Tuesday also)
Was walking towards it only, and thought of them again and was walking slowly.. Then I saw them there and turned almost immediately and ZHAO! Hahaha.. lol.. Lucky bus 161 came and took the bus to take 74 to school. HOO, Heng ah.. haha.LOL.

Okay, I think this post is long enough already. I think I should go bath soon. Meeting 2pm at PS! Wee! Seeyou all people! Will be back soon! :)

2009-05-25T11:35:00.003+08:00

Helped ELMO made a new friend today!! Elmo's new friend is...... BUTTONS!! ^^ Look at Elmo's expression below.. He is so happy to meet his new friend, but Buttons doesn't seem to like him that much. Hahaha. See that Buttons' face.. SO UNFRIENDLY! *Just like the owner* HAHAHAHA... Kidding kidding.. :P

Elmo and NEW FRIEND,BUTTONS!

Love this picture, esp the background. COOL...

New Friend Found!

Met up with Lena and Fana at Raffles City's Starbucks ytd for project meeting. Beside doing tutorial, we had some fun time there. Took some pictures and had a great time. :)

Toilet Sign at Raffles City. So nice:)

Poor Buttons=X

Help! I'm stuck! =X HI, I'm BUTTONS! :)

Dead and Gone

Help!! It's gonna be my turn.. =X

I don't wanna be like that red bear.. =X

Me and Starbuck:)

Photographer:Lena(lousy,make my face so red):P

2009-05-23T20:31:00.007+08:00

Hmm, it has been quite some time since I blogged. Was tied down with school work which is called TUTORIALS, trainings and camp planning. And now EXAMS ARE COMING!! They are like so near now!! Hell man! =X Exams will start in 2 weeks time! Meaning to say, I'm only left with 1 WEEK TO STUDY! Besides having the need to do our revision, lecturers are wack! We still got 2 more tutorials' deadline to meet till next Tuesday! But lucky 1 is down after ytd and we are left with 1 more to go tmr! =X

So no need to say, I'm dead beat for the whole of this week. I'm so tired that I couldn't complete my workout for 2 trainings straight. Haix. =( For wed I didn't complete 2.8km. For ytd, I didn't hit the given time range, was out by 9secs. Haix. The feeling was hell and crappy. Feel so sorry towards coach, but was really tired and need to study. Time is running out and feeling stress, so here am I blogging to relieve my stress. :)
Word of the day: STRESSED! =X

Anyway, blog is lacked of pictures nowadays. So up next will be some random pictures taken this week.

ELMO!! with red apple:)

Elmo with my laptop:)

These few pictures are taken by Sathish while we were at FC5. Seeyong was there too. I was doing my work while waiting for Lena, and he took my phone and started playing with it and this is the end result. HAHA.

Shit man, UNGLAM!

This is HIM! =X CAMWHORE FREAK! :P

The 3 pictures below were taken on the same day but was during Acc & Fin Tutorial. Actually the Elmo below was only "standing" up without the pen cap, but my friend shoved it into his mouth when he helped me pick it up. Haha. :P So it ended up like this, EPIC!

Elmo is so outstanding! Ha!

Anyway, this is a very random picture I took. It is a tunnel which I had already walked it for a year. This is how the tunnel looks like for the past 1 year. But one day.........

IT BECAME LIKE THIS!! HAHAHAHA.. Find it cool and nice so took a picture of it. Hehe. But it's back to it's original tunnel already.. LOL..

2009-05-17T11:08:00.002+08:00

Morning earthlings! Just managed to crawl out from my comfortable bed and now have to be seated in front of my com again to finish up my CCS tutorial. Lucky last night had chiong it with Jess till late morning so now left with like 30% to finish up. :)

After doing, got to go get ready to meet Sathish and James at City Link to plan out the games for Track camp. OMG, I can't believe I'm going to see him today! ^^ Yesterday night was the best on msn!! We talked, we laughed and WE ARE HAPPY AGAIN! :) :) Details shall be kept as a secret. Hehehe.
3 days ago we are :( but 3 days later we are ^^! WEE!! Life is seriously so unpredictable. And so I'm going to study real hard and prove to my parents and gonna make a deal with them! Hahaha! :D

Inspirational quotes
1. Self discipline is the key to everything
2. You are not a failure if you don't make it. You are a successor if you tried. (So, I'm gonna try!)
3. Friends are made for caring and sharing. (Thanks Jess, Ethel and SS!!)
4. All seasons are beautiful for the person who carries happiness within.
5. We pardon is the extent we love.

2009-05-14T14:01:00.011+08:00

Whenever I'm upset, I will sign in my blogger account which is where I am now to blog. Blogging always make me feel slightly better but talking to friends would feel better. But if I'm able to talk to you or my parents, that would be the best. But I'm afraid of talking to my parents about it. :(

I'm upset, very upset. At first I thought I can see you today but then the meeting was cancelled so my only chance of getting to see you is gone. So now I got to wait till tmr 4pm before getting to see you again. Haix. So while I was on my way home just now(left cca conference early), I was very very very down. I couldn't feel an inch of happiness in myself. All I could think of was you, wednesday, my parents. Haix.

During the journey in the bus, I had many thoughts. I had decided to talk to my parents again, but this time only my mummy. I think I can only talk to her, not my dad. I can't stand this saddness anymore. There is no harm trying my luck. I have this feeling that I will be very happy with you because of how you had treated all this while. But like now, I'm totally not happy at all. Ytd I was happy because you were around.

And in actual fact, many of my friends had gave me positive advices. After I told them "the story", even a guy was touched by his actions towards me. Sigh. He is a damn nice guy who I can't have, who I can't be with. Haix. But I really really really wish to be with him. ARGH! =(

So I'm gonna talk to my mummy about it. I think if I really go talk to my mummy about it, it's gonna be the bravest thing I had ever done. I just hope both of us could be happy and not like now. Every sms we sent, it's filled with saddness. It's very very different from 3 days ago. Everything changes overnight. Just like The Cinderella Story,everything was back to square one after midnight.

I hope the result will be a positive one, but I can't see the positive results anywhere nearby. Sigh. Will be back to post about the result soon. :(

2009-05-14T14:01:00.005+08:00

Damaged by Danity Kane
Do, Do you got a first aid kit handy?
Do, Do you know how to patch up a wound?
Tell me,
Are Are Are Are you
are you patient, understanding?
Cause I might need some time to clear the hole in my heart and I
I've tried every remedy
And nothing seems to work for me
Baby, (baby)
this situation is driving me crazy
And I really wanna be your lady
But the one before you left me so

Damaged, Damaged
I thought I should let you know
That my heart is
Damaged, Damaged
So Damaged, (So Damaged)
And you can blame the one before
So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it(Baby I gotta know)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it (What are you gonna do?)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it(Baby I gotta know)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it (What are you gonna do?)

Do Do you got a first aid kit handy?
Do Do you know how to patch up a wound? Tell me,
Are Are Are Are you
are you patient, understanding?
Cause I might need some time to clear the hole in my heart and I
You try to gain my trust
Talking is not enough
Actions speak louder than words
You gotta show me something
My heart is missing some pieces
I need this puzzle put together again

Damaged, Damaged
I thought I should let you know
That my heart is
Damaged, Damaged
So Damaged(So Damaged)
And you can blame the one before
So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it(Baby I gotta know)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it (what you are gonna do?)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it(Baby I gotta know)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it(what you are gonna do?)

Can you fix my h-e-a-r-t
Cause it d-a-m-a-g-e-d
Can you fix my h-e-a-r-t
Tell me are you up for the challenge
Cause my heart is

Damaged,(Damaged)
Damaged(Damaged)
I thought I should let you know
That my heart is
Damaged(Damaged)
So Damaged(So Damaged)
And you can blame the one before

Damaged,(Damaged)
Damaged(Damaged)
I thought I should let you know
That my heart is
Damaged(Damaged)
So Damaged(So Damaged)
And you can blame the one before
So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it

My heart is
Damaged,
Damaged,
Damaged.

My heart is
Damaged,
Damaged,
Damaged.

My heart is
Damaged,
Damaged,
Damaged.

My heart is
Damaged,
Damaged,
Damaged.

My heart is
Damaged.